5SOS imagines and preferences

(Song) Preference :Oh Calamity! - All Time Low

AN:This is kinda really sad, so.. 

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Ashton: 

'' Now all I do is sit

And count the miles from you to me ''

I met Ashton a couple of months ago, when he was on a holiday with his band. It was all amazing; we had the time of our lives. Unfortunately, it only lasted for about two weeks. I didn't know it was possible to fall in love with someone so quickly, but it happened. We probably thought this was just some summer fling, and we wanted to keep it that way, but we kept talking, and texting, and just sharing everything about our selves to each other, if we had the energy. It made it a lot harder that he lived half across the world. But it was almost impossible to stop contacting him. When he was free, I wasn't, and when I was free, he wasn't. Sometimes I thought it maybe would be better to just end all of this, end talking, end whatever we have. But I can't make myself do it. He could be the one. But it's just so hard.

Around 11 pm, my phone rang. ''Hey sweetheart.'' he said, sounding tired, but still kind of happy. ''Hey.'' I said nervously. ''Is there something wrong?'' he asked. ''You know, I was thinking. About us.'' I started. I heard him sigh. He never wanted to hear what I had to say about this situation, but lately he was the only thing that was on my mind and I had to talk to him about it. ''Ashton this won't work.'' I blurted out. ''Babe, we've talked about this before, I know we'll get through this.'' he said. ''Ashton, we don't even know each other that long, we haven't even said I love you yet.'' I put my hand over my mouth, immediately regretting what I had just told him. That really wasn't supposed to come out. ''What?'' he asked. ''Nothing Ash, it's just we haven't even had that much time to hang out with each other, I just want to be able to hug my boyfriend everyday, whenever I want, and I can't do that when you're miles away from me.'' I mumbled. '' I do love you Y/N.'' he said. ''I've loved you since the day that we've met, I thought that was pretty obvious.'' he chuckled. I listened to him talking. I couldn't find words to say, because I was still shocked, that this guy, I only knew for a couple of months, just told me he loved me. ''Y/N, you there?'' he asked. ''Yeah.'' I whispered. ''Are you okay?'' he asked. '' I love you too Ashton.'' I said. ''We'll work this out, I promise.'' he said.

Michael:

'' I'll remember nights alone

And waking up to dial tones

Always found my greatest moments

In the sound of your hello's

Now I struggle to recall

The reasons you would come to leave ''  

-This one is kind of about suicide, so if you're not into that, you probably shouldn't read it, it's like a text cause i didnt really know anything else to write about that lyrics -

''Hi sweetheart. How are you? I wanted to tell you something.. I won't pay your phone bill anymore. I'm gonna miss your voice so much, but I need to move on. The boys keep telling me I should move on, but I could never make myself actually do it. Until now. I realize that I can't listen to your voicemail forever, or send messages you'll never read, so that's why I decided this is my last one. I miss you so much sweetheart. I don't know why you did it. Why did you commit suicide? I loved you so much baby, you were my life. I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough for you, I'm sorry if I wasn't there all the time. I truly wish that I could turn back time, and stop you. I didn't knew you were depressed. You should've told me, I would've helped, I would have been there for you, and you would still be here. I'm sorry sweetheart, for everything I didn't do. You wanted me to move on, and now I will, finally. I love you and always will.