𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑵𝑫// 𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑹𝑨𝑫 𝑭𝑰𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑹¹

𝘛𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘹

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After I left Conrad I walked into the house and went straight to Belly's room, I knocked on the door just in case she was asleep and when I heard her say Come in, I opened the door and jumped straight onto her bed "What's up?" She asks knowing something is wrong

"If I tell you something you can't tell Taylor," I say knowing that if Tay found out she'd never shut up "Of course," She says nodding her head

"I don't know how to start this..." I say while looking down at my hands "Is it about you and Conrad?" She asks and I nod my head

"We've been having this like flirty friendship thing since I've gotten here, and It feels so wrong but so right and we uh, made out in his room the other day on accident, and It made me feel so guilty. I felt so bad when I saw Nicole the next day and I wanted to tell her but I also never want her to know

"I've noticed the you and Conrad thing and so has everyone else, but are you guys still like sneaking around?" She asks while running her hand through my hair "See now that's the thing, I just broke off whatever we have. I'm going to Dylan's tonight and I didn't want to feel guilty about liking him so I broke it off with Con, and it's just so wrong what we had going on," I say while staring at her ceiling

"I get it. Do you still love Conrad?" She asks "Obviously," I say while letting out a light laugh "Do you want to be with him?" She asks

"No... I do love him but we aren't good for each other and it's stupid the things we'd do for each other but it's also so wrong," I say "I'd love to be with him, don't get me wrong. We just wouldn't be good trying to give one another our full attention again,"

"Yea, I think that everyone wants you back together because honestly you guys were cute, for the age you were and that summer but you both are now two different people and have changed since that summer and it wouldn't feel the way it did then," She says and I nod my head

"Also Dylan slept with another girl, should I be upset about that? Considering I was you know having secret meetings with my ex I shouldn't be mad, but I never hooked up with him," I say raising an eyebrow

"Did you and Dylan state that you guys shouldn't see other people?" She questions and I nod my head side to side "Then no, you should not be upset," She says with a smile

"Okay," I say while closing my eyes "I should probably call him to come and get me now, huh?" I ask with my eyes still closed

"yes," She says letting out a light laugh and I sit up groaning "If I regret this, it's your fault," I say looking at her "I'll take full responsibility," She says laughing and pushing me off her bed

I walk out of her room and go to gather some of my things for the night, after I finished I went onto my phone and clicked on Dylan's contact name and pressed the call button "Hey," He says while answering

"you can come get me," I say happily  "Okay, I'll be there soon, bye." He says before hanging up

"So you are going," A voice behind me says and I don't even need to turn around to know who it was "yes, I'm actually going," I say rolling my eyes

"I'll break up with Nicole," He says while coming closer to my back "No, don't." I say taking a step forward "is this really how you want it to end?" He asks

"Shouldn't have started in the first place, now go tell Nicole you love her something because obviously if you couldn't have broken up with her at the beginning of the summer for the girl you claim to love you must also love her," I say and I hear him let out a frustrated groan

"And if I do love Nicole what are you gonna do?" He asks "Not talk to you because she feels uncomfortable when I'm around and if you love her you'll respect that," I say

"Okay, I love Nicole," He said and I swear I could feel a piece of my heart break but I didn't want him to know that "Good for you," I say faking a smile even though he can't see my face

"Do you love Dylan?" He asks "Don't know him enough for that," I say "But I could eventually love him," I say 

"Well then, that's good," he says in a low voice and I saw headlights pull up through the window "Well, that's my ride so, goodbye Conrad," I say before walking out the door and hearing a goodbye from him

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Sorry I haven't updated I know I always say I will but I have been super busy. Anyways I changed the Face Claim to Hannah Kepple (my love) She has more scenes for me to use on the @Weasleyspie.wp TikTok for edits <3

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