A Rendezvous At The Horizon

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Kinakapa ko ang lalaking katabi bago ako makatulog kaninang maga pero wala na s'ya. Dinagsa na naman ng kaba ang puso ko. Why is he not here? Ganitong ganito din ang scene namin noon when he broke up with me!

Don't tell me sasabihan na naman n'ya akong break na kami?!

Nanlamig ang buong katawan ko at nanginginig. Para akong masusuka.

Nakasuot na ako ng malaking tshirt n'ya and a panty. Hinagilap ko ang cellphone ko at nakitang nasa side table. Tinawagan ko agad s'ya and thank goodness!

"Nasaan ka?" Nanginginig ang boses ko pagsagot pa lang n'ya.

"Babe... I am sorry--"

My tears broke down. "Don't you dare say that you're breaking up with me! Just don't you dare, Ferragamo!"

He sighed heavily. "Babe, I am already in the Philippines--"

"What the fuck?!"

Napatingin ako sa alarm clock at nakitang anong oras na! Its already 8 in the evening! Ganon ba kahaba ang tulog ko?!

"I left a flower and a note there--"

"And so?!"

"Don't be angry, please. This was emergency that's why I had to--"

"What emergency?!" I demanded and realized that he won't tell it to me because he remained silent for like minutes na! "Ah so its work?!"

Its work! I am here panicking na baka iwan na naman n'ya ako! I feel breaking down the moment I thought he left me again and he was like saying that it was just an 'emergency'!

He still remained silent. "You could have told me!"

"Its work. Seya, I am sorry. Babawi ako. I promise."

"Do you know how I feel?!" Humihikbing saad ko. "I feel so pathetic right now! Nagbebreak down na ako because of the thought that you left me again! After you fucked me, you left me again like a fucking loser! Great! Fuck you!"

Patuloy lang ako sa pag-iyak. "Its not as if I will stop you! Ang akin lang magpabala ka sana para hindi ako mababaliw kakaisip kung iiwan mo na naman ako sa ere!"

"I am so sorry. Come on, stop crying, Seyababe."

"Bakit ka ba kasi nag-uwi! Hindi ba't ang usapan isang linggo! Ano?! Hindi ka na ba marunong magbilang ng araw?! You're so annoying! I swear I won't let you fuck me again!"

Binabaan ko s'ya ng tawag.

I tried to calm myself and after few minutes, I stopped. Kumain ako ng dinner at nahiga na ulit pagkatapos maglinis ng katawan. Damn. I feel so tired and sore.

My phone rang but I ignored it. Bahala s'ya sa buhay n'ya.

At hanggang ngayon, hindi pa din n'ya ako binibigyan ng private investigator. Nakakainis. Si Seyo na lang ang tatawagan ko.

'Seyo. Bigyan mo ako ng private investigator.'

Without any questions, nagsend agad ng number si Seyo.

Tinawagan ko ang sinend na number ni Seyo para sa private investigator and told him my plans. He said he'll update me soon.

Sorry. Its just that you're too tired. I don't have the heart to wake you up.
Seya, rest well and eat okay? To regain your strength.

Sineen ko lang ang chat n'ya. We're both online.

Nagkain ka na? Alas nuebe na d'yan.
Hey.
I am really sorry.