It had been a couple of days since Tara had been back from prison and things had been a bit hectic. Not only was there a school shooting that somehow leads back to the club, Tara has been a bit cold towards everyone since she had been released which is understandable but at the same time, she is being very secretive and to add things to the mix, Happy and I found out the gender of the baby yesterday which both of us are the moon to find out we are having a girl.
With the club had been coming and going the majority of the leaving as they needed to handle various different things, it lead the lot to be quiet as well as the garage which explained me sitting on the picnic tables with Tara and Thomas whilst we watched Abel in the playground.
I hadn't been sat with Tara for that long as she had been sorting out a few thing this morning but the second she placed herself in front of me, it didn't take long before things became tense which down to Tara complaining how her time inside was so traumatic but no matter how hard I tried to hold my tongue, I couldn't seem to stop myself from snapping.
"Seriously Tara! Do you have any idea of what it is like to have a traumatising experience in prison? What you think because you got into one small fight that it bound to happen in prison, that you had the worst time inside ever?" I snapped
"It was really hard for me inside, Letty. I don't think any of you guys realise that." Tara stated
"When you end up in prison, there is always going to be someone in there that is going to start a fight with you but stop trying to make out that it was worst thing to ever happen to you. Do you really have any idea how bad it can really get in prison?" I asked harshly
"No I don't but that doesn't mean that mine wasn't just as hard" Tara replied
"You know what Tara, when I was inside I had to constantly look over my shoulder more times than I could count because I would have other inmates sneak up on me and attack me, sometimes in my sleep or when I was in the shower and it wouldn't be the case where it would be one or two inmates doing that, it would be a group of them doing it at the same time and I would have to try and fight them off but no matter how hard I fought back, they would always come back for more. And when they were attacking me, they weren't just punching and kicking me, sometimes if I was unlucky enough they would try to inject me with drugs. I would barely sleep for the majority of my time there as I was too scared to sleep which when I left the prison, I ended up being diagnosed with insomnia because of it which was a massive bitch to me for a long arse time after I got out and still can be a bitch to me sometimes. And to top of it that off, I also had to make some relationships with some of the baddest motherfuckers to exist, just to get protection which in order for me to get that I had to kill a couple inmates as well as do some other bad shit, so I don't appreciate you sitting there and telling me that your time in prison was the most traumatic thing to exist because it's fucking not." I confessed leaving Tara's jaw to drop.
Without knowing, I had managed to catch the attention of a few members of the club as well as Gemma with my little confession but that didn't stop me from removing myself from the picnic table and heading home.
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It had barely been an hour since I had been home after my fight with Tara and I was currently laying in bed with my back against the wall when Happy walked in before laying next to me in the bed as he decided to rest his head against my chest leaving him to stroke my slightly swollen stomach.
"I already know what you are going to say and I know I shouldn't have gone off at Tara like that with me being pregnant." I huffed causing Happy to glance up at me.
"I'm not mad at you, I completely understand why you did it but I do want you to be careful with the baby, okay?" Happy replied
"I will I promise" I smiled
Letting a few moment pass, I enjoyed watching Happy in his own little world as he continued to stroke my bump which left a smile on my face.
"You know my pops, Opie and Kozik would of loved to see my pregnant arse right now, which is causing me to miss them more so than ever." I spoke causing the peaceful silence to be broken.
"I know they would of but trust me when I say that they are watching over you and they would be proud of how far you've come." Happy smiled leaving me to smile back
"Did you know that my pops was telling people that I am your old lady before we even become a thing?" I chuckled
"Yeah I knew, it would scare away the croweaters sometimes when they would hear" Happy chuckled back
"Oh I bet it did - it's like somehow he knew that something was going to happen before it actually did"
"Kozik was the same. His crazy ass was always trying to convince me to make a move back when we were both in Tacoma as everyone spotted the way we were apparently looking at each other."
"It's funny how things work out" I hummed leaving Happy to hum back.
"Are you not pissed we are not having a boy? I know you probably wanted a son so he can follow in your footsteps" I spoke again
"No not really. I'm just glad that you are pregnant regardless" Happy grinned
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The Mechanic
FanfictionLetty Milkovich grew up around the club. It's all she has known. All the guys joked saying she is Happy's old lady. But they both claim that they are just friends. What will happen when Letty becomes Happy's old lady?
