Frequencies

LXXVII

SWIPE AND HIT PLAY FOR MUSIC
THAT STAR ON THE BOTTOM OF EACH CHAPTER
Gabby's POV
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February 5th

Waking up this early is something I'll never be able to get use to. Even when Justice isn't up yet, my mommy senses always pull me from my slumber.

I slowly come my senses and the first thing that catches my eye is the perfect ring on my finger. He knows I'm not fussy when it comes to things like this and I've always expressed to him how much I love uncut jewelry.

I thought he wasn't listening.

I pull the sheet from me and before I can get out, Jordan wraps his arm around me. He pulls me back into him and I giggle.

"Where you going?" he whispers sleepily in my ear.

"I'm going to feed that greedy son of yours," I respond and he chuckles.

"Okay...give me a kiss," he says sleepily. I shake my head awaiting his reaction.

"Let me brush my teeth, Sir," I say trying to get out of the bed but he holds me tight.

"I swear all you do is play," he says before holding my cheeks and repeatedly pecking my lips.

I turn to face him, deepening our kiss. My body is now fully against his and I'm craving him. I can feel him growing beneath me. I need this.

"Go finish getting ready," he says pulling back.

What?

Again?

"Jordan wha-

"He'll be up soon and he'll be cranky," he says.

Deciding against ruining the day before it begins, I nod biting my lip. I don't even know what to think anymore.

His words say one thing but his body tells me another. When he watches me, he does it with so much lust in his eyes but by the time I make a move, he comes up with some excuse.

It's frustrating.

I sigh and climb out of bed and look over at Justice who's fast asleep in his bassinet. I can't make eye contact with Jordan or fuss at his request. This has become more than exhausting.

We've been home for more than a week now. More than a week of being engaged and almost 2 months of being with this fine ass man and getting absolutely nothing.

The night we got engaged was magical. That was until I went to make sure Justice was okay and came back to him fast asleep. He never goes to sleep before me but I thought he was just tired from the long day.

But something else makes me think it might've been from the fact that he was avoiding me. He's been proving that notion true.

I just don't think I'm brave enough to ask what his problem is. I'm too afraid of his answer.

I just don't know if it's better to let the worry consume me.

I freshen up which gives me another 20 minutes to let the thoughts ponder in my mind.

When I'm done, I exit the bathroom to find Jordan leaned up against the headboard with Justice in his lap. He's awfully smiley this morning and it immediately brightens my mood.

"Good morning, Mommy's Baby," I say as I climb into bed beside them.

I kiss his plump little cheeks and rub his tummy. He's just fitting into his newborn clothes.

He looks up at me and returns a gummy smile. The cutest baby I swear.

He isn't in a rush to be fed so I leave him to make spit bubbles at Jordan as I check my emails. I have so much to catch up on and with everything that's been happening, the studio has been the last thing on my mind.