𝚂𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚖𝚝𝚎? // 𝙵𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚡 𝚇 𝟿𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛

6!

Just before I start this I'm going to say that if you see an exclamation mark at the start of a chapter it means there is something that may not be appropriate for all readers.

Felix pov

I woke up and chose my clothes for the day. I opened the door to the shower, forgetting that I wasn't the only one that used this bathroom now, and seeing Kai, fully naked and singing in the shower.

I couldn't help but stand there for a moment, taking in what I saw. He was perfect. Moments later I was broken out of my trance as he turned around. I hastily apologised and walked out the door quickly.

Fuck was I hard. I knew it was bad to think this way about someone so young, and someone that I'd only met yesterday. I had to do something though. I walked into the toilet and started to touch myself through my sweats. I couldn't help but think of Kai, and it messed me up, wondering why I felt this way. Was I in love?

Soon enough I finished and walked back into the room. The door to the bathroom was open and Kai was leaving the room, so I grabbed my clothes and walked into the bathroom.

The whole time I was stuck thinking about what I'd done. It felt wrong to jerk of to the thought of someone that I'd met yesterday, but it also felt... right? I wouldn't know how to describe it, but it was like I don't care, and all I saw was him. All I wanted was him? Not in a super sexual way, but I just wanted him.

When I was done I walked out of the bathroom to find the others. Felix was in our room, so I quickly apologised. He said it was fine, which relieved me. After that we went out to find the others before we had to go. I also grabbed a nut bar for breakfast.

I still couldn't shake the thought of Kai, singing in the shower.

I think I'm in love, but how?