𝚂𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚖𝚝𝚎? // 𝙵𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚡 𝚇 𝟿𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛

26

"Lixxie I'm scared." We were backstage getting our hair and makeup done, and I was terrified. This was the first time I'd ever perform live, and I had to make an impression. The makeup artist must have had a hard time doing anything neatly because I was shaking so much, but everything looked amazing. "It's ok, they love you, remember?" Felix replied after his lips were done.

We got up to find our stylists, who had our outfits. My stylus handed me my clothes and ushered me into a changing room. I changed and walked out, sticking my arms out so she could change anything is she needed to. She adjusted a few things and we walked over to the accessory table, and after a moment he handed me a glove and some rings. "What do you think about this necklace?" She asked, holding a fairly intricate but also simple necklace. "If you think It'd look good, then sure."

Pretend it isn't Seungmins outfit

We were all finally done with all our styling, and met in the common area. We grabbed water bottles with our names on them and put our phones in our bags. It was 10 minutes until we went on, and I was shaking like crazy. I knew full well how many people came to Stray Kids concerts, and I knew full well that the whole stadium was sold out. "Hey, it's ok Kai, you'll be great ok?" Said Chan. He grabbed my hand and looked me right in the eye. "We're all here for you." He said, when we were interrupted by a staff member telling us we had to line up because ewe had one minute until the conversation would officially begin.

We lined up from oldest to to ingest and waited for the alarm to sound, before we ran onstage. The stadium was even fuller than I thought, and I couldn't even spot any empty seats. There were such a variety of people, and it was great to see that 13 year old girls weren't the only ones here.

I made sure to stay close to Jeongin, who kept giving me reassuring looks. Chan started to speak and suddenly his voice was the only thing you could hear. He greeted STAY with a warm smile and lots of enthusiasm. He was talking for a while, when Jeongin whispered in my ear. "Kai he just introduced you." Fuck. Already, I'd made a mistake.

I bowed and waved at the crowd, making sure to smile. "Hi, my name is Kai, and it's great to be here!" The stadium erupted in cheers, which gave me a little boost of confidence. "Thank you guys!" I said, bowing again. After that Chan talked a little more before we had to perform our first song, Maniac.

Kai has the same parts as before. Also at the start he is the one that is like resting on the other people's feet and at the end when it looks like Minho says 'bitch slay' pretend that's Kai.

Wow. That felt great. The rush or performing hit me, and I felt great. It was like I'd just been electrocuted and was full of energy. When we all moved around Felix high fives me and mouthed a 'good job'. Next we had to do Venom, another from ODDINARY.

I couldn't find a live one that I think worked well do here, have the mv
KAIS PARTS
1:35
2:30

How could that once be more electrifying than the first? My nerves had been replaced with a buzzing energy, one of happiness and excitement. We'd just started, but already I loved it.

Timeskip

We said goodbye to STAY and ran backstage. I immediately hugged Felix and high fived the others. That was one of the best things I'd done in ages, other than maybe kissing Felix, but that's different. Everyone looked just as happy. It's been a while since they'd done a concert, and I could tell they loved it just as much as I did.

"You did great Kai! Like, really good. None of us did that well on our first concert, that's for sure." Said Changbin, patting me on the back. I thanked him and went back to hugging Felix. "Good job. You were amazing." He whispered into my ear. He pulled me in tighter and then let go with a wide smile. "Let's get changed." Chan said, walking off to his change room, the others going respectively to theirs.

I found my room and took a shower before getting changed, hanging up my outfit so it wouldn't get crinkled or ripped or anything. I handed my stage outfit to the stylist who thanked me and put it on one of the racks to be washed. I next went to get my makeup removed, and met with Felix. We sat on the couch, me between his legs and waited for the others to finish. He played with my hair and pulled me in tight. "I'm really proud of you. I know you were nervous but you did amazing. Did you enjoy?" He asked. "Yeah. It was so fun- and after the first song I just felt like I'd been zapped and I suddenly was really pumped. It was great."

After everyone was ready, we piled into the cars and went home. We'd already had subway at the venue, so we just went straight to bed, and of course, Felix pulled me into his bed, and wrapped his arms around me tight. I could feel his breath on my neck, and soon enough I fell asleep, a smile planted on my face.