Halley's Comet

Twelve

September 12
Amsterdam

I don't want it
And I don't want to want you
But in my dreams I seem to be more honest
And I must admit, you've been in quite a few

My eyes immediately widened as Billie closes her eyes and sings angelically into the mic. Her fans cheered but mostly went quiet as flashlights were immediately shined from their phones.

She walked toward me and took my hand as she continued to sing, taking a seat next to me.

Halley's Comet
Comes around more than I do
But you're all it takes for me to break a promise
Silly me to fall in love with you

She grinned cheekily and laughed into the mic, telling her fans to sing with her. I raised the mic to my lips and decided to harmonize with her causing her to look at me with a huge smile upon her lips.

"I haven't slept since Sunday" I sing and tilt my head back some allowing the music to overtake me. "Midnight for me is 3:00am for you"

This is why I enjoy singing even if I'm not famous or anything for it. I enjoy just allowing music to take me to a better place. Music has always been my therapy no matter what may be the issue, I know I can always come to music to help me.

Music>>

But my sleepless nights are better
With you than nights could ever be alone, ooh-ooh-ooh
I was good at feeling nothing, now I'm hopeless
What a drag to love you like I do, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh

At this point, I was just staring into Billie's eyes as she sang to me. We harmonized and honestly the fans couldn't even think about stopping their cheering for us.

She took my hand and I stood to my feet while she wrapped her arm around my shoulders. Her voice is so soothing, I don't know how she does it.

"I've been loved before, but right now in this moment. I feel more and more like I was made for you" I sing into the mic and lift our joined hands to spin her in a circle making her let out an adorable giggle into the mic.

Her fans are eating this up right now.

Jesus Christ.

"I'm sitting in my brother's room. Haven't slept in a week or two" Billie sang and brought me into a hug. "I think I might have fallen in love. What am I to do?"

My fucking ears!

I moved to cover my ears as the audience's cheers got to my breaking point. I look at Billie quickly who sent me a nod and an encouraging smile. I wave at her fans before running off the stage as I pull my hearing aids out after turning them off.

I hand the mic to Maggie and run to the green room, not wanting to be around anyone right now. I look for my bag and find my calming oils.

I turn around and see Maggie standing in the doorway, looking at me in concern. She lifts her hands and signs her next words to me.

"Are you alright?" She signs which surprises me because I didn't know she even knew sign language.

Maggie>>

"I'm fine I just need to sit down for a second" I sign back. She nods and tells me to let her know if I need anything to which I thank her and decide to just stay in the green room for the remainder of the show.

I lay down on the couch and I didn't realize how tired I was until my body laid down. My eyes slowly shut and I find myself falling asleep not even a second later.

—

I feel my body moving making me frown and slowly open my eyes only to find myself in the arms of Finneas who seemed to be carrying me inside of a hotel.

"Look who's up" He joked once he realized I woke up. I look at him confusingly and he chuckles before calling for his sister.

"Hii" Billie's excited voice fills my ears and look over at her. Pulling myself out of Finneas' arms, I'm immediately pulled into a hug by Billie causing me to grin.

"Where are we?"

"Hotel although it's taking forever for them to give us our keys" She huffed and rolled her eyes making me laugh at her cute irritation.

"Here you guys go" Maggie walks over with a bunch of key cards in her hands. I take one from her and she tells us that me and Billie are sharing a room.

Billie decided to express her excitement by jumping up and down then taking my hand and pulling me to the elevators so we could go to our room.

I didn't mind as much but goddamn does she have fucking strength.

"Billie baby if you keep pulling my arm like this, it's going to fall off" I groaned as I grab her by her waist and pull her back into my chest. We currently were on the floor of our room where Billie had continued to pull me until I couldn't take it anymore.

She blushed and turned around in my arms so she could look up at me. "Y-Yeah sorry. I guess I just got a little too excited"

I give her a soft smile and kiss her forehead. "It's alright love now come on let's find our room" I tell her and we both walk down the long hallway, looking for our room number.

Entering the room, we was greeted with a spacious room with two queen sized beds; that had all white sheets and comforters. Billie immediately ran to the bed closest to the door and belly flopped on it.

I laughed and laid down on the door by the window. Closing my eyes for a moment, I open them to find those ocean blue eyes staring at me. "Like what you see my love?" I tease causing a blush to coat her cheeks. She covered her face with her hands and turned away from me to face the door.

I let out a small laugh before getting up and walking over to her. I lean down to her and pull her hands away from her face before kissing her cheek gently. "You don't need to feel embarrassed." I whisper to her and hold her chin my hands as I stare into her eyes.

"Stop that" She whines adorably making me grin before letting her go. I step back and go to lay back down on my bed, instead this time I just sit down on it. Grabbing my bag, I began to open it and grab my bathroom things so I can take a shower.

It's almost two in the morning and I am desperately tired. Standing to my feet, I tell Billie I'm going to take a shower and then head into the, not surprising, white bathroom.

"I'm going to see Finn!" Billie yelled from behind the closed door of the bathroom and I tell her okay before turning the shower water on.