Chemistry Of Lust

CHAPTER 2

Oh my freaking goodness! What did I just hear?! "Charlotte!" Ollie shakes my hand and I get out of whatever-I-was-in state. "Hmmm?" I act like it didn't affect me. "Aren't you jealous or something?" I am preparing to lie, "No, why should I be? I mean we already knew he is a fuck boy", I did it!! I lied! "Yeah we knew but still it doesn't affect you even a bit?" "No it doesn't affect me in the jealous way as in crush related but it is disrespectful that he left me hanging in the class waiting for him, just so he could fulfill his desires."

It's true, it affected me in the crush way but it also hurts that he made me wait to fuck around.

"Yeah that's too bad, you deserve better", Ollie said. "I know but he's really cute and I love how his beautiful brown locks fall on his big emotion less blue eyes, whenever I look at him, not only butterflies but I feel whole god damn zoo in my stomach." "Oh gosh, you are in love with him." "No, I am not, now drive, I don't wanna be late to school."

-----Our 4th lecture is now over and it's finally our chemistry lecture. I take my books from the locker and make my way to the class and all of a sudden someone comes from the restroom and boom, I stomp into whoever it was and my books fall over the place and I bend to take them and when I am back on my feet I see him standing in front of me.

Edward says, "I am sorry." "It's okay", I forced a smile as I make my way to the class. He is so rude, he didn't even bother to help me pick my books and also when he said 'sorry' there wasn't a look of sorry on his face and instead he had a grin on his face. He's such a jerk, and it makes me want to rethink if I want to like a jerk like him.

 Before I have time to think Mr. Davila enters the class and starts teaching. As he starts speaking, someone pushes the class door open and enters without warning and guess who it is. "You are late Edward", Mr. Davila said. "I was in the bathroom, I won't be late again." "Okay, take your seat." He does as the teacher said and sits behind me. I actually used to wonder what he did all day in bathroom and now I know my answer.

After 40 minutes, bell rings and everyone close their books and start dispersing from the class, but as usual, I wait because I don't like being at a crowded place.

Everyone is now out of the class, so I also stand up and as I am about to get of the class, I notice that Edward is still there sitting on his desk using his phone, so I decide to say something I never thought I would say to him. "Edward!" he lift his head up from his phone to look at me and then I open my mouth to say, "Come on time today, I don't have that much time that I would wait for you while you are just fucking around."

He just glares at me followed by a smirk before making his way to me. He is so close to me that I can feel his breath. "Are you jealous?" He asked me still smirking. Why did I say that, I can't even open my mouth but I try, "N-No, why would I be?" I managed to get the words out as I stare into his eyes. "I don't know you tell me." He said to me with a very naughty look on his face.

"I am not jealous, I just don't like  people who are late." I try to cover for myself, because I am very jealous and also not happy that I had to wait for him just because he wanted to eat Amelia out. "Yeah, whatever, I will see if I can come early." Jerk alert!! He walk past me but I stand where I am and suddenly I feel him, he walks back and whispers in my ear, "By the way, you look hot in this red and black outfit", he finally goes and I just stand there with my jaw dropped.

----"What did he say to you?" Ollie asked me after I told her about what Edward said to me prior the break. "Hot!" I whispered so no one else in the cafeteria could hear me. "Edward called you hot! I mean you absolutely do look hot but he said it!!" She is more excited than me. "Girl be calm." "But how can I? He definitely wants to fuck you and as a matter of fact he is definitely gonna do it." Her words make me choke on my food.

"Keep it down, Ollie and even if he wants to um- fuck me, I am just not ready, I haven't even kissed anyone in my whole life so how am I gonna sex that too with someone like Edward, the guy who fuck experienced ass girls." I say with panic in my voice. "Yeah, that's one problem but let's hope it goes away when he and you are naked in his favorite bathroom stall." She said with a wink. "Ugh, Ollie you so gross and you are teasing me right." "That I am."

----I am keeping my books in the locker as the bell rings meaning the school is over. And that means it's time to tutor the jerk aka Edward. So I take my chemistry books and notes and make my way to the class. I thought I would have to wait for him but to my surprise when I enter the class he's already there, sitting with his gaze fixed on me. "Happy?" He asked sarcastically and obviously with his signature bad boy smirk.

"Because you are on time? Yes. But to see you? Absolutely no." I replied with the most savage answer I could think of at the moment. "Oh, so you're saying you didn't want to see me?" he asks as I make my way to him. He stands up to come towards me mirroring my action. He stops when we are few inches apart so I also stop.

"No, but I committed to tutor you and I won't back out now." I lied because I obviously wanted to see him & not only for tutoring. "If you didn't want to see me, then why did you wear these hot clothes?" he asked pointing at me. How the fuck did he know?! Oh, he obviously knows because I usually don't this type of clothes in school. "I didn't wear this for you! I um- have to go somewhere after school directly." I lie again. This guy is making me lie a lot. "Huh, whatever you say. Now can we start? I don't wanna fail." He says like I was the one asking all these stupid unrelated questions. "Sure." I say with a forced smile on my face.

*50 MINUTES LATER.* We sit side by side on the benches as I am explaining him the characteristics of cesium. "And cesium reacts with cold water and reacts with ice at above -116oC", I finish off. "So, it doesn't react if it's above -116o C?" He asked me question, an extremely silly one. "Yes, it won't. So we are done for today."

"Yeah, okay." He replied, still looking at his notes. "Great." I said. I keep my books and notes in my bag and then I look up to see Edward looking at his phone. After 2 minutes I am staring at him, like literally staring. He looks even hotter and sexier from his side profile. His beautiful ocean blue eyes give me shivers and sight of his chiseled, sharp jaw line makes me drool.

As I am admiring Edward, he snaps in front of me, bringing me out of my reverie. "Like what you see?" Edward said rather than ask it as a question. "What?" I tried to act innocent. "Like I don't know that you were eying me like a hawk." "I was just um- shocked by how obsessed you are with your phone." "You drool when you are shocked?" He asked innocently, well just acting to act like it. Fuck! Did he read my mind or am I actually drooling? "I wasn't drooling." I protested. "Oh but I think you were dear." He stuck to his words.

"You know what? There's no way I am fighting about this immature that too with such a jerk." I snapped back at him. Suddenly there's a look of hurt in his eyes but he suddenly recovers. "Good to know you think so little of me." He said with that look of hurt back in his eyes with a hint of anger lingering in them.

He takes his bag and stands up to leave. I stand up with my bag in my hands, "I'm sorry, I didn't the jerk part!" I apologize to him as I am facing his back. "Yeah, sure you didn't."He said before storming out of the class. SHIT! I shouldn't have said that. As I was cursing myself, I saw something with the corner of my eyes on the desk, on the side, where Edward was sitting.