Ryujin X Yeji - For you

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POV | Yeji

Her strong muscular hands held my bare waist with a tight grip. I had only worn a crop soft t-shirt with a lace bra underneath, panties, and luxurious silk pants. I pressed my lips together, making sure my lipstick was still perfect, and not dry. I wanted to look good being in Ryujin's arms. Shit what am I saying? We were in the dance room, filming a themed practice dance of one of our choreographies. But, during this stage in the film, me, Ryujin, and Yuna were off to the side.

This was where her hands were touching me. Cameras seeing it all. Ryujin put her head on my shoulder, speaking, "Midzy, I hope you enjoy our stylish looking clothes, as well as Yeddeong's." She twirled me around, making her grip come off, but I enjoyed it, leaving a smile on both our faces. Ryujin says, "Yeddeong's outfit is the prettiest." I laughed, giving a little model pose for it. Yuna pouted, "What about me?"

"I like Yuna's too," I give a nod, glancing toward the younger next to me. "And cut!" The cameras went to the other two. I sat down on the floor, as well as the girls beside me. Ryujin put her hand on my thigh which I held, "Hey.." I bit my lip, responding back, "Hey.." I turned away, watching the girls film. "What's wrong?" Looking back, I saw Ryujin furrow her eyebrows. I gave the same face back and hugged her suddenly. Her arms were so warm. I felt so safe.

Ryujin played with my hair, "You haven't talked to me in days.. maybe.. weeks." I pulled away, "W-what?" Yuna observed us, "Oh yeah Yeji you haven't talked to like anyone." I laid back against the mirror again and just zoned out. What? I haven't talked to anyone? Ryujin states, "I mean it's okay.. it's just you're just like gone. Where's my Yeddeong?" I looked down, "Ryujin, I am Yeddeong still."

Being a little irritated, I scooted away from her, and blamed my phone and water bottle being at the very end of that wall so. As I was checking my notifications, I saw a figure standing in front of me. I looked up, seeing the younger girl. "I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.. I just wanna be honest with you." I coughed, "Shin, I talk to everyone, you think I'm not talking to anyone? I'm literally your fucking leader." She looked a little alarmed that I cursed.

I stood up, "What's the big deal anyway? Why do you want me to talk to you, huh? Or talk to you more?" Ryujin blinked, "Uhm.. well I don't know maybe it's because we used to talk every minute of every hour and now we don't? Maybe it's because we shared a room for years? I mean god you think I don't pick up on this shit, I see you everyday, and I think everyone has noticed that you don't talk to us that much."

"So what, are you blaming me?" I scoffed. "I wanna know why. Did we do something to make you feel that way?" I looked at her for a split second then rolled my eyes, and going to the bathroom. I growled, stepping into that room, and looking at myself in the mirror. Okay yes I've been quiet but it's not like they actually want to hear what I say. I sighed, looking down now, Ryujin is so pretty and hell how could this ever happen? Yes, she likes girls, but me? She won't choose me.

And yes, I blame it on not being like the other girls, pretty and fun. When I was sorta like that, anytime I'd speak they'd just cut me off. So yeah, I don't talk to anyone anymore, and I'm okay with it. Suddenly the female director came into the restroom, "Hey Yeji, we're filming the ending," I nodded, "Give me a second." She smiled, leaving the room. I shut my eyes, splashing water on my face, then drying it, took deep breathes, and tried to smile, well holding back tears of course.

I went back into the dance room, lining up with the girls, standing with my roommate Chaeryeong. But the workers switched us around, making Ryujin next to me. Fuck a duck. I bit my lip as her hand caressed my waist. The girls started speaking and I nodded and added, "We hope you enjoy this MIDZY, bye!!!" The camera man stopped and the director yelled, "Cut!" I immediately stepped away, grabbing my bags, and going off to my office. I didn't feel like going home. I shut my door, hoping no one saw, and went to my desk.

I sat in my chair, calming myself. My office felt like home. It smelled so sweet, music accessories, led lights, it was so comfy. And then I looked beside my computer, seeing a photo of me and Ryujin. I opened my mouth, holding it, and that's when my door opened. I immediately put it back, turned it over, and scooted back. "Woah.. I didn't mean to startle you.." The younger's deeper voice states. I stood up, trying to turn the actual light but she held my hand, "I like the leds." I gulped, "Well we can't really see each other."

She smiled, "I can see your beauty still," The girl stroked my cheek. I froze for a second and then stepped away, going back to my chair, "What is it, Ryujin?" She pulled up a chair in front of the desk, pouting, "You don't call me Ryuddaeng anymore.." I huffed, "Shut up and fucking spit it out." Ryujin stared at me. I couldn't tell if she was hurt, angry, or content. She blinked then and I saw that she didn't know what to say. I looked away, upset that this conversation was happening.

She cleared her throat, "L-look, feelings hurt or not, we need to talk." Ryujin stood up, coming around, and holding my chin, "I love you Yeji, and I just w-want you.." My heart fluttered, my body went numb, and my eyes focused on her eyes. I got up, quickly putting my hands on her neck, and kissing her. Ryujin pulled away quick, holding my hand, and looking at me with panic. I blinked, realizing what I did, and I pulled away, grabbing my shit so fast, running out the door. I swallowed my hiccups from crying, and put my hood over my head, going out to the parking lot.

I had taken my own car here so I started it quick, going home. I felt like giving up completely. Luckily the other girls weren't home and I just went to my room, locking it. I felt sorry for Chaeryeong but I didn't care. I got in my bed, curling up in my knees, sobbing. I'm such an idiot. I felt like no one liked me and I ruined me and Ryujin's relationship. I opened the bathroom door, putting the bath water on, and stripped. I got in the steamy hot water with my hair up in a bun so it wouldn't get wet. I turned the jets on, hoping it would relax me.

I laid my head on my shoulder, thinking deeply, and forgetting that I lived with other people and another door was attached to the bathroom. After a good 20 minutes of calming down, I drained the water, and got out, drying my body, and wrapped the towel around me when the door opened. I jumped, holding onto the towel tight. Ryujin, of course being there. I yelped, "Leave me alone!" I grabbed my clothes, opening the other door, and locking that now. I got dressed in comfy clothes and I heard Ryujin speak, "I know what you thought.. but I was just nervous. That was the first time someone has kissed me.."

I furrowed my eyebrows, really? "I-I don't know if you're listening but.. I never expected something in my dreams would happen like that. It's all true too, I love you and want you. I... need to talk to you again, I need you here.. I care about you, you're so pretty and loving, you're the only person in this world who has showed true passionate sympathy. Maybe it explains why I get so many butterflies when we're close to each other."

I stuttered, "Y-you... you think a-about me like that?" Ryujin twisted the door knob, "Why wouldn't I? You're the one who's right for me." I got up, unlocking the door which Ryujin opened. She undid my bun and held my waist perfectly like she always does. "I-I got so scared.. I was so insecure.. thinking those girls are better than me to you. And well being next to you.. hell I'm not pretty enough for you." She raised her eyebrows, "Yeddeong.. you ever wonder why I baby you and cuddle you the most? It's because I love Yeji the most. The beautiful sexy one. If anything, you are a model, I am out of your league."

I blushed, wrapping my arms around her neck, "You are Ryuddaeng!" She smiled, finally so close to me, and kissed me back. I shut my eyes along with hers, and we kissed for a long time. I don't think Ryujin could get enough of it. By the time, I was going to pull away, our lip gloss was smeared all over each other's mouths. We parted the kiss, smiling. I took gave her a little peck, "Go grab some of my clothes to change into after." She widened her eyes, "After what, huh?"

I gave a smirk and I knew she was on the same page. A few minutes later, she came back, putting the clothes on my nightstand, and held my body with careful grip, placing me onto my bed. She placed the sheets on top of us and stripped her fancy clothes. And that night was the night that we were finally able to come to terms with our relationship. I was for her and her only.

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