POV | Yeji
"Yeah, I actually I love-" I stopped talking as Ryujin's overshadowed my voice.
I looked at her confused as she spoke, "When are we getting up tomorrow?"
I blinked, watching as the girls respond to her, unfazed by the previous moment. I swallowed, looking down, not really caring that the other girls didn't notice but Ryujin? She interrupted me.
"Like 10," Chaeryeong mumbled back as a response and we all went on with our meal.
I then was the first to talk after, "Did-" The interruption made me wanna burn someone.
"Oh my god! Look it's Nayeon!" Ryujin got up from her chair, running into me because she was in such a hurry to get to the sliding glass door, causing my body to ache.
I watched as Ryujin opened the door for the older girl and let her come in.
We continued our meal.
"You good?" Yuna mouths at me when I finally looked up from my plate.
The moment before I had been drifting off into space. I couldn't help but focus on the factor or really question, "Did I do something wrong" It's not every day that your girlfriend is just a bitch to you. If she was, why the hell would you date her?
Speak of the devil, Ryujin came over to me, pushing my shoulders, "Yah, go get me food!"
I blinked and furrowed my eyebrows, "You're up..."
She huffed at me and walked away quickly.
I bit my lip, unsure why I was getting so anxious. My foot tapped the floor causing multiple girl's attention to convert to me. I saw Yuna tap Ryujin, making her turn around, looking back at me. I got up fast, taking my plate to the sink to avoid an awkward interaction, especially in front of our unnie. While in the kitchen, a separate room, I wondered what Ryujin thought. Just as I thought about the girl, again, she entered through the doorway. I scrubbed my plate with dish soap and a sponge, not expecting her push to my back.
"W-what..." I murmur, upset.
Ryujin huffed with an unserious manner, "What's the matter with you?"
I grumbled, continuing to wash the dishes to find something else to obsess over besides my thoughts.
I set the wet plates on the drying rack after I had finished cleaning them, and by the last one, when I put them all on the drying rack, she spoke, "Seriously."
I dried off my hands and shook it off, "Nothing. Why don't you spend time with Nayeon before she leaves?"
Ryujin raised her eyebrows, "Why are you so dismal?"
I widened my eyes, "Since when?! Ryujin, you've been fucking rude to me all night!"
She blinked, stepping back as she was yelled at.
Nayeon walked in the kitchen, making the same motion Ryujin had did.
I clear my throat, "I didn't mean to snap, I'm just under a lot of pressure."
Nayeon licked her lips, "Hey, Ryu. Jeongyeon says she needs me so I'm gonna head back and see what it is. I had fun though."
My girlfriend mutters while still staring at me carefully, "Yeah... goodnight."
When she left, I laughed sarcastically, "Would you look at that? She's actually there for her girlfriend."
Ryujin asks, "Did you have a bad day?"
I came closer to her, grabbing her hands, "Do you ever think that maybe just maybe it's rude to talk over someone? I mean it's definitely not polite for one and without an excuse or apology afterwards makes it rude."
Ryujin scoffs, "You're mad because I talked over you? Come on."
I smiled with, again, sarcasm, "Yes. I'm mad because you fucking talked over me."
She blinked, "Are you crazy?"
I let go of her and just clenched my fists, sighing it away. "What happened to you..." I softly mumble under my breath.
Ryujin coughed, "What do you mean?"
I look back at the slight brunette, "We hardly talk."
After holding everything in for so long, I was finally letting it out.
She looked down, swallowing, "You think that's my fault?"
I crossed my arms, "It's both of ours. However, I don't like how you've been treating me lately."
Ryujin pulled me in by my waist, kissing my neck as I stood still. She spoke in my ear while touching my chest, "Yeji... you have to have these conversations with me as soon as they happen or at least just communicate with me. You and I both know our relationship and we know that it doesn't work without it."
I pulled away, placing my hair behind my ear, "I'm afraid... Ryu, please. You didn't communicate to me anything." She could tell that I was the on the verge of tears, so, she took me into my bedroom.
We sat down on the bed and she clinched her fingers with the spaces between mine. "What do you need me to do to help you not be afraid? Do you want to hear my apology, do you want cuddles, do you want to make love, do you want to cry with me, watch a movie, tell me."
I look away, "Ryujin, I don't know. I'm just upset that you haven't communicated with me and then you're telling me to."
She sighed, "I'm not strictly telling you to. I know I need to as well, Yeji. We both have to communicate."
I laid on her shoulder, sniffling, "I just can't help feeling anxious before coming to you because I'm afraid you don't love me anymore."
Ryujin got up and held my cheeks, looking into my eyes, "What?!" Her eyes and heart were pacing, "No! I have never ever and will never ever stop loving you, Yeji! Hwang Yeji, you are the love of my life, no matter what, I will still be here."
I looked down, "Well... I just feel like you're bored of me."
Ryujin held my head, kissing my forehead, "No, puppy. I will never get bored of you and if it starts to feel like that, we will find something fun to add to our relationship, we always have."
"You know interrupting is seen as bad and rude but sometimes we need to be interrupted. Maybe not in our conversation earlier but in life. You interrupted my life, Ryujin. And I think you did me a favor because maybe I can get my happiness back."
Ryujin gave a small chuckle, "Guess I should just interrupt you from now on?"
"No. I mean please don't. It drives me insane. But if things are bad, then yes," I held onto my girl.
Ryujin gave me the tightest hug.
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Ryeji GXG Oneshots
FanfictionThese are separately produced stories with the ship Ryeji (Hwang Yeji x Shin Ryujin of Itzy). This means, each part will have a different plot than the others. This book is mainly smut but does have some fluff and angst ones! Some of these oneshots...
