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Ryujin X Yeji - I've got my eye on you

POV | Ryujin

I looked down from the railing at the older girl on the couch curled up in her knees. "I've got my eye on you." I whisper softly as her saddening face expression began to form. I knew she was moments from crying and I couldn't bare to let her cry alone or just be alone right now. I came down the stairs and spoke, "Hey, Yeddeong, can I take you on a date?"

The brunette snapped out of her thoughts and perked her eyebrow, "Date?" I nod, "Yeah, maybe we could go out to eat?" She licked her lips, "I know.. this might.. be.. a weird favor.. but can you help me get ready?" I smile without my teeth, "Of course, Yeddeong." I took her hand, going to her room. I first took off her hoodie and put a nice sweater her then dressy pants to match.

"It's cute," She says with no emotion but I knew she meant it. I kiss her cheek, "You are," I say, attaching a silver necklace around her neck. Then after, I did her makeup, her hair, and helped her get her heels on. "Thank you," She softly mumbled, "I really want to go on a date with you, it's just hard.. to.. you know.. gather myself."

"It's okay," I smile, watching her have a sort of confused expression. "I don't mind it," I add. She looks down, "Hm.. are we going now?" I held her hand, "Of course, do you have everything?" She shook her head, "My purse." I searched for her purse and wrapped it around her shoulder, "There.. let's go." I took the brunette to a nice restaurant to treat her nice and she was still very quiet except for chewing noises.

"Is it good?" I ask, watching her take continuous bites with her chopsticks. She held her hand up to her mouth, "Mhm." I bit my lip, "Yeah, I like this place a lot, I'm surprised you haven't been here since you like meat so much." Yeji nods, looking out the window. "So, have you gotten more rest lately? I know you've been struggling with it," I mumble.

"Not really.. but I've tried," She took a sip of her soju. I observed her and nodded, going to eat my food since I didn't wanna pressure her with questions. As Yeji was looking out the window, she muttered, "How have you been?" I look down, "Okay, nothing much." She raised her eyebrow, "Why? You always seem to find.. something new to do on our breaks.." I shrug, "Haven't found anything. Most the time, I just like hanging out with you..." Yeji blinked, "Really? You... seem to have more interest in the other girls, especially Lia lately."

I played with my fingers, "Well Lia has a lot going on, as you know."

"And I don't?"

I looked up to see Yeji's face and I was shocked. I'm worried about her myself because of how I've seen her lately but if only she'd understand that. "Yeddeong..."

I sigh softly, "Why would I take you here? I know you do... and I just don't wanna pressure you into telling me because that's not who I am, okay? And I'm sorry if I've been more inclusive in the other girls personal matters but you know, I love them a lot, and I've always kinda had that with you. I figured if something was wrong, you'd come and get me but you... didn't. I have noticed it, Yeji, trust me, I have, and that's why we're literally here."

The older woman licked her lips, not saying anything. I took a hard breath, "Hey, do you believe me?" She slowly nodded her head. I stuck out and held her head, "Okay, good, but right here and right now is the time for me and you, so what's going on?" Yeji whimpered, "My body can't do all of it. A few days ago, I started crying when our athletic trainer was training me because I couldn't. My mental and physical are just tanked right now but I have to be the lead, Ryujin."

"I have to lead these girls which I'm not even 100% confident I'm able to do. And then on top of that, Lia's been rough, Yuna too, which luckily they have each other, and Chaeryeong is like numb and it's just it's exhausting for me. Don't get me wrong, i love them to death, but I just can't right now and it sucks. And you... you're different too. You haven't had anyone listen to you in days, maybe weeks. You suck it up for them and I'm proud of you for sacrificing that like I can't do right now but you know us... you're really special to me and your stuff is like my own stuff so I want you to talk to me too."

We were very special to each other. I mean no doubt, we've kissed... had sex... uh... cuddle, sharing beds, feeding each other, hugging, just all of it. "Well first of all, you are my strong girl, Hwang. We all struggle but in our struggles we have to find our strengths. Your strength is still being able to be there for us when you have this going on. I know you described that you can't do it right now but Yeji, you've done such a great job, I promise you, saying that as one of your members,"

I lean forward and kiss her cheek, "You're strong for telling me and recognizing everything. And you know what the routine is to get back to your healthy life too. That's strong. First, you kind of go through it, second, you get me, third, we work together. I love you so much.." Yeji teared up while I was talking, "Gah... don't make me cry.." I puckered my lips, kissing hers. Yeji blushed, looking away. "Hey.. tell me you love me.." She leaned in, kissing me back, "I love you to Pluto and back."

I smile at the brunette. "Come over here.." I mumble and she came over next to me on the bench. I continued to kiss her softly, since it'd been since we had our thing going. We always just have a talking thing, honestly dating, but we never make it dating because of JYP's rules. We had to be careful even making out right now but it was a private restaurant and our booth was in the back room with no one else in it since it was later. Yeji put her hand on my thigh, "Mmh, as I much as I enjoy your lips kissing, I need them talking.."

I interlock our hands, "It's been hard, yeah, with everyone having lots of stuff going on, I just feel that my stuff isn't that important. Which honestly when you look at it that way, it's not, but I guess I'll share it. I just kind of stumbled open my old harming stuff and I was just you know looking through the notebook and the box of the stuff I'd use..." I was going to pause but Yeji spoke, "Hey, you are important, if not to others, but you are to me. And hey this is kind of serious, Ryuddaeng... what'd you do?"

"I-I didn't know how to feel... and looking at the notebook pages of how I'd talk about I can listen to the three of them but they never listen to me... it just hurt. Because the exact same thing was happening right now.. and I never threw away my stuff so I..." Yeji opened her mouth and she whispered, "You relapsed?" I look away, tears in my eyes, "I.. didn't know what I was doing." She hugged me, "Shh.. it's okay. I'm not upset at you.. you had so many valid rights to feel that way... but hey the next time you feel yourself reaching for that, don't, okay? Come and get me like we always do and remember I gave you those boards and strategies to not do it? We'll try those again, love."

I cried in the brunette's chest, unable to control. Yeji held me as tight as she could, "I know despite of all these horrible things that are happening to us both, we're back.. back together.. I guess you could say.." I wiped my tears with her shirt and looked up at her from her chest, "Y-yeah," I sniffle, "I don't know about you but I am the happiest version of myself when I'm with you." Yeji blushed, "I am too..." I wiped the little tear the escaped from her eye, "It doesn't have to be an on-and-off thing, Yeddeong. I want to spend the rest of my life with you... I can't imagine it any other way. So fuck JYP... I want you to be my girlfriend.."

Much wouldn't change being girlfriends, it'd just finally have a label and no off times. Well, there's gonna be off times in any relationship but to know you have a supportive girlfriend, that label just means a lot. I want to give this woman the best life she will have. I wanna not be afraid we take things too far in our on time. I was ready to finally do this.

Yeji made the rizz face, "Question form? Just so I can experience it."

"Will you be my girlfriend, Hwang Yeji?" I add emphasis on her name.

She giggled before saying, "Yes!" I then attacked her face with kisses. I couldn't help it!

Yeji laid her head on mine, "We will always be here for each other..."

"Yes, I will always have my eye on you," I kiss her lips.