Chapter 64: Smirk
"Don't you have your own presentation to work on? Go and practice with your partner."
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The sound of knocking on the door keeps on going. Luckily, there's no complaints from the apartment manager about the loud knocks that have been happening in front of Jimin's apartment.
"Jimin! Jimin, please open the door."
What about no? Jungkook doesn't even deserve to walk in this apartment anymore. That thought came right when he reached the apartment, and that's why the door combinations were changed. It's Jimin's intention to not allow anyone in tonight, especially Jungkook.
Texting Jin hyung and Taehyung to apologize and inform that he's back at his apartment, and he's going to bed soon. Too bad Jimin is too blind by his anger to let his friends drink in his room after their late dinner together.
This is all too much. Tonight was too much for Jimin to deal with. Jimin himself has no idea whether it's really too much, or it's simply just because Jimin doesn't have much room left for more pain.
There are so many things in this world that Jimin can deal with. Too many things, actually. Being bullied by his own cousins and aunties. Being called fat and ugly for his whole life. His grandmother never gives a shit about him. Being accused of things he didn't do. His mom always steals and lies. Junho hyung thinks he's a burden. Yet Jimin still stands strong. Broken, but he stands.
Jungkook came into his life, gave him hope only to walk away. Took his first time, stole his first kiss and ended their things after months like it meant nothing, Jimin still went through that and is still breathing.
No matter how heavy things are for him. Even though Jimin feels like he's drowning in every step he's walking, Park Jimin still survives, but... a big fat but... but Jungkook being with someone else is something Jimin doesn't know how to deal with at all. It's something he never allowed himself to tap into ever since that one night, months ago when Jungkook came back with lipstick stain and female perfume. In his moments of drowning, Jimin has never dared to unfold it and let himself think about those things.
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