I found myself in the bathroom looking at myself. Fully clothed but the shower keeps running. Naguguluhan kong tiningnan ang mga kamay ko at tiningnan muli ang sarili kong nakaupo malapit sa toilet bowl. Am I hallucinating?
I looked empty. Ito pala ang nakikita ng mga tao sa akin kapag tinitingnan nila ako. I can't see it every time I look in the mirror. But now I can see it.
I pulled a small knife. I don't know where I got that. No. You can't do that! I yelled but I can't hear myself. Naka-focus lang ako sa knife na hawak ko. No. Don't fucking do it! No! I yelled again but I feel like she can't hear me at all.
She began to cut her arm vertically and then she looked at me. I gasped. I'm shaking really bad. Pawis na pawis akong nagising bigla. I can't fucking breathe. I feel like I'm dying.
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Literatura faktuI wrote all of this about him. He'll never read any of it, so you can. I hope you enjoy it. He would've.
