I don't know how to begin this. I'm lost. Nakita ko na lang yung sarili kong hindi sigurado sa lahat ng bagay. Walang direksyon na pupuntahan. I'm not myself at all. I feel that waking up is not a blessing anymore. I don't want to be ungrateful but that's what I feel every fucking day.
I tried things to make myself feel better. Lumalabas-labas na ako ng bahay, meeting some common friends, and pampering myself. It's not enough. I feel like I'm missing something. Pakiramdam ko nasa akin na dati pero nawala pa.
