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Hipak. Baba ng vape. Scroll. Repeat. Routine every day. I quit smoking cigars a long time ago. Nagka relapse noong mga nakaraan but I think hindi naman counted yon as smoking na talaga since hindi naman dire-diretso.

He introduced me to vaping. That guy. He told me to stop smoking and switch to vaping kasi mas mura and I did. Not until we broke up. Balik cigars. Balik inom. Then depression sets in. Cut off lahat.

Am I still depressed kasi wala pa rin akong ibang taong kinakausap? Or ayaw ko na lang talaga sa ibang tao since nasanay na ako ng ganitong set up. I don't know. I'm not interested to know. I'm just glad na humihinga pa ako. Humihipak.

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