MCSM Lemons Book (1/2) [Requests Closed]

I Care (Romeo x M. Jesse)

(Romeo's POV)
It's been a year since Jesse defeated me. I feel completely horrible for what I did, and I never expected anyone to be able to forgive me. But to my surprise, Jesse forgave me and offered me to stay in Beacontown with him, since I am not allowed back home. Of course I said yes, and I've been living with him for a whole year now.

It was night time and I was trying to get some decent shut eye. But alas, I've been having nightmares about the horrible things that I did during my corruption. I tried to shake it off and closed my eyes. Before I knew it, I had drifted off.

-Nightmare Begins-

"No! Romeo! Stop this!" Xara yelled.

I couldn't hear her. In fact I couldn't hear anything with the sound blood roaring in my ears. Fred and I were in the middle of a massive fight. I dodged most of his attacks and managed to land a few it's on him.

"Romeo stop this!" Fred yelled.

I couldn't hear him. I couldn't hear my own friends screaming and yelling for me to stop. I sliced my blade through Fred's arm causing him to stumble back.

"FRED!" Xara yelled as she tried running to help Fred.

"Xara, stay back I've got th-" Fred began.

Fred wasn't able to finish his sentence. I stabbed him in the back between the shoulder blades. My sword pierced straight through his heart. I twisted my sword a bit before pulling the bloody blade out of him. Fred's body fell to the ground, and Xara screamed in fear.

"ROMEO STOP THIS!" Xara yelled while sobbing.

I didn't hear what she said as I raised my blade. I was mid swing when everything blacked out.

-Nightmare Ends-

"No!" I yelled as I sat up in bed.

I began panting. Did I really just have another nightmare? I started tearing up as I thought about that horrible day. The day I killed Fred. And now, I was having nightmares reminding me of my awful past. Before I knew it, I stuffed my face in the pillow as I cried heavily. I heard someone walk into the room and locking the door behind them.

"Romeo?" a soft masculine voice said.

"What?" I said looking up to see Jesse staring down at me.

"What's the matter. Why are you crying?" Jesse asked patting my back a bit.

I sat up and sighed.

"I've been having nightmares about my past ever since you defeated me. These nightmares only get worse and worse each night," I explained still gasping for air as he sobbed.

"Why didn't you tell anyone?" Jesse asked.

"Because no one gives a fucking care about me!" I exclaimed.

"I care," Jesse said sitting next to me and pulling me into a hug.

"Why? Why do you care for someone like me?" I asked sadly.

"Because no one deserves to feel alone when they are struggling with something," Jesse said.

I continued to cry into the smaller male's shoulder until we pulled away from the hug. Jesse took his hand and wiped away my tears and grabbed my chin.

"And besides that isn't the only reason I care," Jesse said.

"Wh-"

I didn't have time to respond before Jesse pulled me into a kiss. I froze in shock. I didn't know that Jesse felt this way about me. I mean come on, I was a villain. I had the same feelings but could never admit them.