MCSM Lemons Book (1/2) [Requests Closed]

Facing His Fear (*Non Binary* Jesse x Lukas)

(Jesse's POV)
Lukas and I have been together for quite some time now. Though, there was one thing I've always wanted to try with him. That thing was sex, but there was something holding me back from it. Something that no one knew about me, and that could change the way everyone would look at me...

You see, around my highschool years, I started to question who I was. My parents always said I was a boy, and I would believe them almost to a fault. That was until I noticed that I was developing breasts, and that I didn't have a manhood like most other boys my age. It was then that I realized I was a non-binary. Ever since I found that out, I was worried about how everyone around me would react to me telling or showing them. This was the main reason why sex with Lukas was such a scary thing.

During the night, I decided that it was time to get over my fear. If Lukas really loved me, he would accept me for who I really was. So, I snuck into his room because I knew he was asleep. When I walked in, I slowly made my way over to the bed. I gently lifted off the covers, blushing when I saw him completely naked on the bed.

"Holy shit! Why does Lukas sleep naked?!" I thought.

I shook off that thought as I stripped down and crawled onto the bed. I gently took a hold of his manhood, stroking it until it hardened up. Once it had hardened up completely, I positioned myself above his hardened glory.

Hoping that he wouldn't wake up, I composed myself before slowly starting to push my hips down onto Lukas's manhood. I tried to hold in a moan as I started to move my hips up and down his manhood. I bit my lip as his manhood penetrated more and more of my core.

While I rode him, I felt hands trailing themselves up my torso. Soon, I tensed up as the hands started to squeeze my breasts. I knew that Lukas had woken up and was worried about what he would do to me. He sat up in the bed as he played with my breasts.

"Babe, why are you up so late?" Lukas asked with a teasing chuckle.

I gulped, "N-no reason!"

"Really? Because that's not what it looks like now does it?" Lukas pointed out.

Just as I was about to answer him, Lukas  took his hands off my breasts and pulled his manhood out of me before flipping me over and tackling me onto the bed. I brushed his hands away from my breasts as I tried to hide my body with my arms and legs. Lukas smirked slightly as he took my arms and legs away from my body, taking a hold of my breasts again.

"Lukas, don't look at me! I'm ugly!" I said nervously.

Lukas sighed, "Jesse, you're gorgeous! I don't care whether or not you have certain body parts. I honestly find you more attractive like this."

"But, I don't like my body... It's weird and gross," I mumbled.

Lukas remarked, "Let me show you it's not~"

With that, he took one of his hands off my breasts and immediately replaced it with his mouth. He started to suck on my breast while his hand massaged the other. I placed my hand on the back of his head, running my fingers through his thick, blonde hair.

"Ah~ Lukas~" I moaned softly as I curled my fingers in his hair.

Lukas pulled away while chuckling, "Calm down, babe. This is only start beginning~"

He went back to sucking and massaging my breasts, switching breasts every now and again. While doing this, He started to pinch and bite down on my nipplpes harshly. This caused me to gasp which eventually turned into loud, echoing moans.

After a little while of doing this, Lukas grew bored of my breasts. He pulled away from them before trailing his eyes back down to my womanhood. He looked back up at me as he took a hold of his manhood. He positioned it in front of my entrance, preparing to insert himself in. But then, he just stopped. I was confused and gave him a look that expressed that.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

Lukas shook his head, "Nothing's wrong. I just wanted to ask you something."

"Well, what is it?" I asked, wanting an answer.

(Lukas's POV)
"Are you on the pill?" I asked him.

Jesse gave me a shocked look, "Y-yes, but why are you asking?"

"Because, I just wanted to make sure you were protected. I don't feel like having kids just yet," I said.

Jesse mumbled, "Oh, okay then."

I took a hold of his hips and started to insert my member into his core.His inner was were very tight, probably since he was still a virgin. This also meant that I would have to be very careful and mindful of my pace, so I wouldn't risk hurting him too badly. I didn't need to hurt him more than it should. I stood completely still as soon as I waited for him to adjust.

Once I knew he was ready, I slowly pulled my member out of his core. Then, I thrusted back in a bit quicker than before. Jesse moaned softly as he got used to the new feeling and pace. He wrapped his arms and legs around me, pulling himself closer to me and getting me deeper into his core.

Not long after that, Jesse started begging me to go faster and harder. I quickly obeyed, wanting him to have the best first time with me. I adjusted my pace so that I was now going harder and deeper into his core. I felt his inner walls tightening around my member. Suddenly, he was reaching the brink of his climax.

"Lukas, I'm gonna cum!" Jesse warned, moaning loudly.

I grunted knowing I was getting close as well, "Me too, babe~"

Without any further warning, Jesse arched his back as his juices sprayed out of his core. His juices milked my member before I pulled out of him. I started to stroke my member while laying down on the bed. Jesse panted heavily as I continued to pump my member that was begging for a release.

Once Jesse recovered, he crawled on top of me. He leaned down towards my member, brushing my hands away from it. Instead, he grabbed a hold of my shaft before engulfing my length. He bobbed his head up and down my shaft, causing me to groan huskily.

"Jesse~ Mm fuck!~" I said to myself softly.

Jesse moaned as he bobbed his head along my length. This caused the vibrations from his moans to go into my core. My core ached painfully, drawing me closer and closer to my climax. He took his free hand onto my base and started to massage it. I loved the feeling of him messing around with my base as he sucked along my shaft.

Suddenly, I couldn't take it any longer. I forced Jesse head down my shaft while bucking my hips violently. Jesse tried to hold in a gag as I slammed my length into his mouth one last time. I groaned huskily before releasing my seed into his mouth. He immediately pulled away, causing some of my seed to drip out onto the bed.

A couple moments later, Jesse was finally able to swallow what he had in his mouth. I panted lightly as Jesse and I laid down on the bed next to each other. We didn't bother to put our clothes back on since we were both comfortable with each other.

"Lukas, that was amazing!" Jesse panted.

I chuckled hoarsely, "I'm glad you thought so. After all, that was your first time. Or am I wrong?"

"No, you're right. And I don't regret waiting until I found you," Jesse said.

I smiled as I wrapped my arms around Jesse's waist. I pulled him on top of me so his head laid on my chest. Jesse started to grow drowsy as his eyes began to flutter shut. Before I knew it, Jesse had fallen asleep right on top of me. I sighed as I ran my finger through his hair, moving it out of his face.

The next day, I convinced Jesse that it was time to tell everyone that he was a non-binary male. It was a little hard for Jesse, since he was afraid of their reactions. I told him that, if they were truly friends, they would accept this part of him.

That's all it took for Jesse to come out to the others. Just like I had told him, they all accepted the new information very quickly. It was shocking to him because he thought they would need time to process everything, but he was mistaken. If anything, his bond with me and the others only strengthened because of it.

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(Requested by @MCSMFangirl)