Rewrite Time

04

Classes were fine today I'm mostly excited to show McGonagall that I perfected what I told her I wanted to learn to do

Tyler, in our second year told me he wanted to become an animagus we were only twelve at the time and it was very difficult took us over a year to finally not swallow that damn leaf

But finally at thirteen we got it I'll never forget my brothers face when he saw what I got he was shocked

later he said it made sense though but he thought I would have gotten something else like a unicorn so he often calls me unicorn because he thought I'd be one with my personality

I would have been shocked if I got a unicorn I'm nothing like a unicorn they feel so bubbles and sure a horn great murder weapon but fire and claws is better

I'm glad I didn't get a unicorn. Can't imagine not being able to fly

Lucky for me my memories equal something a lot stronger but makes sense Tyler made the point that I have to heal everyone else's scars and no one to heal mine so it made my memories stronger

I remember the exact memory I used for the patronus so I guess your patronus is your animagus I'm not quite sure that's how it works but I know patronus is based on memories you have and my animagus was the same as my patronus so maybe they are connected

It seems dumb to question something like that

The memory I used was two memories one was my mother braiding my hair in two Dutch braids on the side leading down I felt safe I never looked much like my mother with her honey blond hair but our skin was similar our facial features my mother was latina

Lots of people didn't think it was her real hair color but her father comes from northern Europe descendants while her mothers side is all Latina I love her hair the red undertones of her blonde is beautiful

But I got my fathers dad dark black hair it goes to the middle of my back long and silk like so my mother braids my hair I loved how much dedication she gave me when braiding my hair

Leon has more a brown so I just assume I got a darker undertone of his hair

The other memory was the first person I ever healed a girl named Emily in my neighborhood that day I lost my baby blanket never knew if it was the curse or bad luck but the look on the girls face when I heard her first breath again was full of hope she started crying and I held onto her like she was my last hope from drowning like she was a light in the dark

I don't remember what she said to me but I remember her saying not to let go

Maybe we both needed someone to hold onto that day

Maybe we both were drowning just falling down in the endless ocean of life I'll never really know

after I held her I brought her back to her house she turned fast towards me and told me she wouldn't tell anyone what had happened

I hadn't even asked her not to but she said that stuff wasn't really normal and if anyone found out I could be in danger she told me to make sure no one ever found out and told me I'd always be her hero and to look out for myself

I never really saw her again sure she only lives down the street till this day from where I live but I think I'm scared to see her again I've built up such a happy memory of her being the life I'm so grateful I saved and why I do this what if I built her up too high and it doesn't meet my expectations

Whatever she's just one of my memories now

Oh shit

I forgot to check on Nero this morning I'll have to check on my baby later he'll understand I'll take him on a fly and he'll be happy