Rewrite Time

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It happened so fast

"Laria it'll be okay"

But it wasn't

She didn't want to go in

I am the reason my own daughter is dead

When we get to St Mungo's Hospital

"The only person who couldn't die just died" George starts breathing fast and shaking Luna runs over to him to help

For a while i just think of only his words this is the start of the war if it wasn't clear on that attack on Cedric that she stopped now its clear

They killed the only person who could keep everyone safe

Its my fault if she let me die she could keep everyone else safe

But is that fair? Putting all that stress on my little girl. I wish she was just safe at home... she never got a proper home

Thats also my fault

"Don't worry Luna, Asteria she's okay she's okay she can't die she'll be here she's just late" Luna nods to Pansy "don't worry we'll wait"

My daughters best friends are falling apart

I wish this pain on no parent

Ive out lived the only child of three i had that was speaking to me

Tyler doesnt want to even believe we're related

And Layla... all the letters i send Daniel intercepts and says to leave her alone

The days go by in flashes i dont really ever know where i am sometimes im looking at my bedroom ceiling or sometimes im outside or sometimes Remus is helping me walk to the bathroom or kitchen

After the attack at the ministry they made me a free man... Asteria would of been happy to hear that

She probably would of thrown me a party and made too many prison jokes and called me old

No one else makes those jokes with me i think they try being sensitive because reminding me of my age will remind me the time i lost. Asteria and I didnt get a lot of time but the short time we did have when she stoped being awkward was great

"Have you ever shanked someone?"

"You dont need to entertain me just because you feel bad"

"I kinda do i made you feel obligated to spend the week before Christmas with the Weasleys and you and your only son dont get along"

"Tyler is trying i assume"

"Tyler is a bitch most days hes just cranky. If your our father he sees it as none of this having any meaning at least thats what luna said when i sent her letters about this"

"No meaning what do you mean"

"Going through the pain Leon put us threw the being alone the struggles of not having a real parent and the abuse he never really got angry about it but learning Leon isnt his father must be difficult"

"Your mother used to say Tyler would be a genius and everything but its you Laria good job"

"What did she say about me?"

"...nothing much"

"If i was in Azkaban i would of shanked everyone possible"

"Thats nice Laria thats nice"

She was my little girl

She died for me

No parent should go through this