Zia- I wont leave her here

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*phone call with Justin *

Justin : I can't believe you made this big decision without me Zia

Zia: we talked about moving to new York your contact is up in a few months

Justin : I understand that! But your going to be living with him until I can find us a place to stay! And everything! This wasn't the plan

Zia: I'm going to be in New York! I can find places and his lawyers are in new York as well! that's double the work! And I can find a job"

Justin : no wife of mine is going to work! don't look for no job! Do you hear me?

Zia: yes I hear you Justin I'll keep you in contact about the houses!

Justin :Zia I love you...I wanna talk about something

Zia: what's wrong ?

Justin: i know we never talked about it but I wanna baby

Zia: huh?

Justin: is that a bad huh?

Zia: Justin I don't think a baby is good right now because I just got Stefina back the ones I have now aren't in a good spot and my youngest is ten..I gotta make sure before I bring anymore into this world were stable

Justin: we are stable once you get out that's thugs life!

Zia: don't talk about Stephan like that! He hasn't once said anything about you which is surprising

Justin: your defending him? The thug that put you through hell? Seems to me you only wanna have his fucking kids

Zia: Justin wtf!

Justin: your father has brought to my attention that you might have feelings for Stephan

Zia: he did what? Listen justin I'm not about to go back and forth about this! I love you, if you don't believe that th-"

Justin: Zia I'm trying here honestly. but it's been to long...when do you leave for New York

Zia: we leave tomorrow

Justin: be safe I have to go.

Zia: bye

I sighed in stressed what the fuck was my father thinking! who the fuck did James think it was talking too

"You can't have his baby"

"Nathan listening to people's conversation is rude"

"Better luck me then dad right"

"are you all packed?"

"I'm not going"

" Nathan I'm not about to start this shit with you again!"

"Mom I can't"

"And why the hell not Nathan"

I watch his eyes shift around the room

"Because ambers here and I won't leave her here"

"Nathan you barley know her.."

"And you barley knew dad but that didn't stop you and look where we're at now.."

"do you like her Orr"

"I've never felt this type of emotion before and honestly it scares me I just know I don't want to leave her"

"Baby she's going to be right here safe.."

"When she's not near i have so much anger and anxiety inside it doesn't feel normal"

"honey I honestly think the person you need to talk to about this is your father, maybe he even knows how to help with it"

"I can't"

"Nathan it's time to put this haterd behind you.. you never know when the last time you will see him and it's going to hurt knowing you treated him like this"

"Mom I don't hate him..but I can't show the man respect! You are my whole world and he hurt you and this family so many times! But I'm trying"

"Don't try...do"

"okay I'll talk to him"

"Good! Now go pack your bags before i break yo knee caps"

"Ok"

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