I pondered inside my head that night I did everything I could to fix the friendship but Marie crossed the line tonight, it's been ten years and if she's not over it for my mental health I should let go of her and the situation. But that was my Bestfriend I wanted to fix things I wanted everything to go back to normal
"What are you thinking about?"
"Marie"
"I didn't have sex with her"
I turned and faced Stephan "I know"
"How did you know?"
"Stephan, I like to believe that you truly aren't that person everyone makes you out to be, yes you made mistakes but I truly don't think you would sleep with Marie"
"I wouldn't.."
"People change Stephan and I believe you have changed into a better man"
"Zia.."
"Let me finish, you are a great father! And I have to give you your props because in a short amount of time you have warmed the hearts of our kids! And they are so happy"
"I have to be honest with you even if you'll be disappointed because you deserve the truth"
My heart dropped was he going to tell me he really did sleep with Marie was I fucking wrong again for putting my trust into this man
"The other night I left and I drove to Brittney house and my intention were to have sex with her to hurt you, we didn't have sex I left after I realize it was a mistake that could jeopardize us in the future"
"You went back to the women you cheated on me with"
"I'm sorry, I came to tell you the papers are here in my office..I prepared this speech and I wrote it out"
"For what?"
"Because I don't want to lose you and I don't want to be the reason to your unhappiness as well so im giving you the decision of what we're going to do"
"Stephan"
"He doesn't know you like I do, I loved you since I first saw you! I could plead and beg and even get on my knees..I could give you everything and be broke as long as you take me back"
"I need to go see my father"
"What?"
"I can't just make a life decision like that I been feeling this way for you and I feel bad because Justin's a nice guy I need to leave and I just need to go back home"
"Okay my love"
"Are you going to be able to handle the kids by yourself"
"I got this, take your time I understand it's a difficult situation"
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I pulled up to the gate showing my id
"MRs west it's good to see you back it's been a long time"
"Thank you"
I drove to my fathers platoon and walked to his office determine to find out why he didn't tell me about this list and to tell him face to face what a asshole he's been
I walked into his office without knocking and he seem startled
"Rule number one always be ready father, you taught me that one"
"Baby girl your back! Where are the kids?!"
"There with Stephan"
"You trust the kids with that man"
"Why didn't you tell me about the list and why did you hide it from me"
"What?"
"you had no right! And why the fuck did you tell James I had feelings for Stephan I am your daughter what kind of father are you"
"Zia I-"
"My name is tazia to you! Only my friends and family call me Zia! Not people who put there family in danger by not communicating about the fucking list"
"Honey"
"WHAT!"
"Justin is the one that handle the situation with the list because I was too close to the situation, he reported back that the lair wasn't finish serval times and he was the one that decided not to tell you because it wasn't good for you or the kids"
"That's not what he told Me"
"Tazia, I would be the first person locking up everyone on that list why would I want to hide it? He was your fiancé they allowed him to make the calls"
my mind was spinning with questions why would he lie to me about something like this? Unless..it couldn't be
I walked back to my car and drove to his office , I knew he wasn't there because he's welcoming new recruits
I searched his drawers and his desktop and every cabinet there was until I found a phone and a laptop
I guessed the password serval times before I got it right it was a long shot but the password was the day I arrived and very first met Justin
there were messages to the basterd that took my daughter dating back from when Stefina was first tooken, plans on how to get my other two kids, how to kill Stephan! I was sleeping with the enemy I was fucking sick to my stomach
I needed to find the fucking list before he got back I needed to be gone far away from him I searched the laptop and seen pictures of me and the boys while we were sleeping, updates on Stefina and who she was killing..who she was sold too next..FUCK! He knew this whole fucking time I was going to kill him
I looked through emails, calendars, downloaded apps, photos, notes, reminders, I saw every fucking things...until I found the list in a app called keepsafe
Gavin ****
Eyvlan ****
James *****
Carl ******
Maggie *******
Anthony *****
Russel ****
The list went on and on naming everyone Stefina was sold too, people who used her to kill, people who made sure she was hidden, who played Stephan.. there were traders from the gang on that list I was sick it was no turning back once I bought this information to Stephan that had to be done was going to be done.
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fighting with daddy
Actionits been ten years since gang leader stephan james seen his wife and remaining kids. when a phone call makes his heart skip a beat his life will change tazia williams last seen her ex husband ten years ago when she lefted with her long lost father...
