I woke up by hands shaking me
"What do you want!"
"Get up! We have to talk"
"Its freakin four in the morning get away from me blake"
"I need you"
"Urghh!"
I turned on my side and looked at him, he had tears in his eyes
I rushed to get up
"Whats wrong?"
"I cant stop seeing them, i-i can still feel them hitting me,its driving me crazy"
"Dammit did you take your pills?"
"I dont fucking need pills nathan!"
"They make you feel better blake, i dont know what else to do"
"I want to see dad"
"Are you fucking retarded you want to go back to the men that let people kill our sister and beat us to the point you cant even live a normal life because your scarred"
"What is wrong with you! He's our father"
"No he's a bitch that couldn't keep a promise"
"Your just hurt"
"Go back to bed blake, forget about him"
"I cant forget about my fucking dad nathan!"
"Try harder"
I laid back down heading to sleep
"Why do you treat mom like shit"
"Excuse me?"
"Why do you treat mom like she did something to you"
"I dont treat her like shit"
"Do you know she wake up every night and cry, she just sit downstairs and cry, she's doing it as we speak"
"Stop lying"
"Im not. She pray to god he heals your heart, and make you stop hating her...shes been though enough and your dragging her down again...your just like our father you know, even if its hard to believe"
Blake got on his bed and faced the wall
"Goodnight nathan"
"Goodnight blake"
I waited for a while before i slipped out of bed and made my way downstairs
It broke my heart to see my mother on the floor crying
I slowly walked to her and grabbed her hands off her face
"Your to beautiful to cry mom"
"Did i wake you? Go back to bed im okay"
"Your not okay, come here"
I wrapped my hands around her and she cried in my arms
"Im going to do better mom i promise, im sorry for how i've been treating you"
She placed her hands on me face
"You look just like your father, no matter how hard you try to change that you are apart of him...what happened back then was a tragedy, but you cant keep acting like you hate the world, your gonna miss out on life"
"Do you still love him?"
"No...i love Justin"
"Mom, i see it in your eyes"
"You and stephani have wild thoughts, my heart belong to Justin"
"I want to see him"
"Not you too"
"Mom, we need to see him"
"I know....ok i know that its just alot of emotions and i dont know if i can handle it"
"He needs to know he had another daughter...plus blake needs him it might help him cope with his ptsd...do it us mom please"
"Ok...i'll call him and we'll work something out"
"Thank you"
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fighting with daddy
Aksiits been ten years since gang leader stephan james seen his wife and remaining kids. when a phone call makes his heart skip a beat his life will change tazia williams last seen her ex husband ten years ago when she lefted with her long lost father...
