PART THREE: Stalking Violet. Episode 83

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    ["D/A" narrates —A.A.]


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                                               Wheel of Life


~~~~~~~Search and summarize your situation. Reaffirm and revitalize that which you already know. Re-evaluate your reasonings. Establish the energies internally, 3D and 4—bring them to balance and bolster your being. The moment is now. Touch into it. All that it holds. The old and the new. The dark and the light. The higher and lower. Go through it again. One more time. Bring it all to a head. This is final preparation. This is to say "Get It clear!" It is a must. You know why. We will not be far away. Soon to return~~~~~~~

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I awoke feeling sound and complete and thought I could see the clearlight within Dreamcatcher fading out. Dawn was near-breaking. Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the clock. 5:14 (of course it was), and as Dreamcatcher's webs came apparent, I wondered how I'd managed to bring it back into this world. I recalled the stone I had rescued from Dreamtime. Sure enough, Dorothy had it in her pocket.

'Sound and complete?' 

"The Voice, Dorothy? Or maybe Jay snuck back through the portal with us? I don't know. Definitely heard something. Sensed something, too. Words, I think so. We won't search for them, though, Doe. A little patience and eventually they will find their way through. In one form or another."

Old World-energy was moving me. Round me. Through me. I'd never really noticed it quite like this before but, because Dreamtime-energy was a such different vibration, and still lingering, it was easy to compare the two, and to feel the difference now. Mm-hmm. Big time I could feel the difference now—I felt centered now, more so than ever before. It had to be the denser vibration of 3D (right, Doe?), acting like a sort of balancing-agent to the finer, higher vibrations felt within realms of Dreamtime. Sure it did. God knows I was forever being stretched through those higher realms (though should one be calling the lower-Astral plane a higher realm?) which often left me feeling frazzled after the fact. Even thinking I was on fire! But now, here in my room, it seemed the denser forces of 3D helped to re-energize me, by their pull toward my natural center, somewhere in between. (Go figure.)

Yet my center, I knew, was moving further away from 3D and rising nearer the Fifth World. And, tangent, I suppose, a little one, I knew too that the higher Earth-forces and vortexes within the New World would give me access to 3D properties (to the old world gifts, yes?) and that I could harvest these while I was in the New World, if I stayed aware and honored Mother Earth. Master J' had made mention that Mother Earth was so much more than what we gave her credit for. He'd also mentioned the probability of future fieldwork for Wyl and I, here in 3D. And if that was the case, and I'm sure it was, then we would need to portal out of here (out of 3D), and then portal our way back again. So I'm thinking that vortexes work both ways.

Future fieldwork, however, wouldn't be later today, tomorrow, or even the next day or week. So I shouldn't get too, too far ahead of myself; for full transformation, necessary of course for entrance to The Fifth World (via the lower and upper Astral Plane), felt near but was not yet and might still be a long ways off. And I DO remember: "One does not move on into the next Grade of Existence without first having mastery over the grade in which he is still working." (I get it, Master J'. I do!) Even so, it made reasonable sense to me that once 3D was mastered—well, then like Jay had forecast, that grade-passed would remain accessible. But how exactly? I don't know. Portals, yes—but I was still in portal-training (maybe potty-training if I were to go and use the bathroom-portal, like Trudy). (Time for reflection.)

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