The Seventh Direction

PART THREE: Stalking Violet. Episode 45

                    ["D/A" narrates —A.A.]

. . . aren't we all in the midst of change, I thought.

"Yes we are," he agreed. "But for you? You may discover, as you grow accustom to your New World and Self—but it WILL require work—that you have many, many more abilities and talents there for the asking and trying." (Work? No kidding. "May" seemed a key word; and "should" too, when he said it earlier.) "And as you've already learned earlier this night, appearances may come similar—but, of course, same as in your old world, all comes before you new. Realize, my dear, that all your power initiates and sets-off from within the feeling world, as does your twin Wyllen's. This is not inescapably so for all beings, but is by far the most powerful and truthful way of discovery and co-creation. Wise as well. You will see." (He looked up, again. Went off on a tangent, it seemed so:) "Yessssss, the mind (more the intellect) easily adulterates the energy, and then power becomes blackened. Whereas the heart is ever pure, when there is movement, as is the Third Eye when in league with an open heart."

I felt my feeling world growing, step by step more active. My mind remained passive, patient. Degree by degree a slow but quickening swimming feeling it was—movement. Still, the time of Third Eye opening for me seemed not yet. Mention of young Wyl was added fuel.

"Wyllen's make-up and talents, in and through his feeling world, which—and it should go without saying—is your world too, will for the most part be different than yours. Different make-up, different talents. We wouldn't want you to both be the same, now would we?"

I would have responded, but was too caught-up now in this wave accelerating through me. Master J' kept upping The Flow, I think so. (Degree by degree no more.)

"Your combined-talents will soon be needed in order to overcome some very difficult if not overlong situations (lower-Astral, to be sure): situations needed ultimately to co-create that which better fit the growth and good of the Kingdom. Know what I mean?" I nodded. "Good, because what you are preparing to embark upon would be of utter failure if you and Wyllen were both the same . . . and the time is soon coming. So meditate on my instructions, in between your Dreamtimes, they are full of clues; and mindfully support Wyl's freedom and keep an eye out for him, as I am sure he will do for you. Love each other with all your heart. But remember, you are individual beings. If and when you cannot merge your differences, in order to co-create Beauty, then honor your differences. It is essential that you do so—that you honor each other. And not to worry, no—for in due time you will begin to see further and understand as well HOW to create through your difficulties. Return to your uniqueness often, love, it is the foundation that has brought you this far. And above all, do not forget Great Spirit always comes first and last in your life. . . ."

Movement was starting to take its speedy toll. I began drifting away in the water—as in time Master J's voice drifted away too. It seemed we were poles apart. But this wasn't new, it had happened before. I could hear him, but his words made no sense at all—"@%=h*#!"—just his resonant tone kept me connected. Not for my ears. Not at this time. I couldn't even pick-off a word! Not like before (remember, Doe: when we managed to pick-off "preparation?"). Still, I knew his veiled words were all being recorded, at some level of being. Dear God. Cryptic. ((Not for my ears.))

Master rambled on for a while, working his magic, locking his potent garbled-words into my being, I think so . . . I could feel them. And as his voice clangored on (seeming to fill me up as I filled out and expanded further into Alaya), I found the influx of his infusing energy to be deeply moving. But why I am I not HEARING what he's saying. (("Heed the potential you have released, by your initiating this transformation. Prepare to meet the causes of Dorothy's aging-process, unleashed by your desires. The roots of her aging-process, fast-tracking now, must be met! Her conditionings, underlying and causal, must be refined—over and again if necessary—and transformed ultimately into a new foundation that will support the creation of Beauty in your life. This is the price. Beauty. Refination [ah, but is this yet a word?]—refination, however, may not come easy to you, but it is wholly necessary before passage into your new existence can transpire. Fear not. We will continue to gift the tools, but it is you who must sieve out the illusion that still supports you. No one else can do it for you.