Who you see is not who I am

13.

Chosen's outfit
Chosen's pov

"Yeah girl I mean it's ight they not that bad but I have only been here one day this is only my second day here" Belize giggles

"Well what about Ace y'all was just head over hills in love what happened" I sucked my teeth "girl for real it's fuck him right now because I got punished because I told Heaven how ass to kill herself"

"Did she do it" I looked at the camera with a straight face and said "hell nah her dumb ass ain't do it so I don't understand why niggas thought punishing me was ok"

"Girl you know Ace he's a changed man and good people or changed people don't tell people to kill themselves it's not humane" I rolled my eyes

"Man fuck that bitch she tried confronting me twice and I keep letting that bitch know I'm not scared of her but she must think I'm lying but best I'm about to talk to you later I have

Been slacking off on the gym ever since this shit show started so I'm all dressed and ready to go" my bestie nodded

"I just call me back later" we then hung up then I grabbed my gym bag and phone then started making my way down the steps to ask Ace if I can borrow his beats because my AirPods always end up falling out or I knock them off some how

Plus that nigga has three pairs for no reason he can let me use one but anyways I finally made it all the way downstairs to see all the boys on the couch

"Bae can I see your beats"  all three of them turned around which was crazy to me seeing as though I'm not in that level either the other two but I guess

"Where you going dressed like that" I looked myself up and down then said "the gym where else would I be going dressed like this the met gala"

He sucked his teeth "what your mouth but uhh hood on we coming" I raised an eyebrow "why I'm more than capable of making my own way to the gym it's only across campus"

"I know but due to this week shìt I haven't been in like a week and plus you got all this going on so we going with you so you might as well sit down while we get dressed it won't take long"

I rolled my eyes but took a seat on the couch knowing I wouldn't win this argument Ace is a changed man but that stubbornness in him will never change

*time jump*
Ight so we all just got to the gym and they talking about me but dressed like thots all of them magically put in grey sweatpants and no shirt but I'm not gonna comment on it

So I walked over to the mirror to get a good look at myself seeing if there are any areas I'm gonna work harder on today but I thought I looked pretty cool so I'm just gonna do a simple 1 hour and 30 minute workout

So I got on the floor to stretch so I don't pull anything and I turned my music up super loud so I could concentrate but not even 5 minutes into my stretch I felt a tap on my shoulder

So I lowered my headphones and turned around to see a tall light skin boy hovering over me "can I help you" he looked at me and licked his lips "I seen you over here working out by yourself I was wondering if you needed a work out buddy"

But like clock work right before I could respond Juni came up behind me and said "here baby girl you forgot your water bottle" then looked up at the boy and said "wassup lil bro is there something we can help you with"

"The boy shook his head "oh nah bro I ain't know that was you my bad no disrespect" he then walked away quickly "go over there with Ace and Ari before you have me beat somebody the fuck up"

I rolled my eyes "like I said before I'm more than capable of working out on my own let me live I'm not a baby" he just looked at me with a straight face until I just stomped my foot and walked over towards Ari and Ace

"See and that why we didn't let you come by yourself we seen that nigga eyes on you when you first walked over there" I rolled my eyes "just because he approached me doesn't mean I was gonna talk to him like y'all have been treating me like a baby and I don't like it shits annoying"

All the boys shook their head but Ari just said "we can talk about this later but Chosen just say where we can see you so we don't have any problems ok we just want you to be safe that's all"

If I roll my eyes one more time they are gonna get stuck but maybe they need to be so I can't see anymore of this bullshit "whatever dawg"

So I walked about 10 steps away to the point they could still see me but I was still in my own space working out is something I do alone or with Bebe it's not a group activity we'll at least for me it's not

"Well well what do we have here" who the fuck is that so I turned around to seen Heaven and her men's girl group I just looked at her and what I meant to say in my head came out my mouth

"This bitch absolutely fucking not I quit" then I grabbed my water bottle and gym bag and I surely the fuck did make my way right out that door because no

I'm trying my best not to fight or get angry but it's hard when it's someone constantly fucking with you and my partner not believing me so I have to constantly get punished for defending myself fuck no