Who you see is not who I am

68.

Chosen pov
3 days later
"Girl hell nah but she did lighten up after I made myself very clear nobody is going anywhere we are happy and that's stamped" ok so it's been a few days and I'm on the phone with Bebe because unfortunately due to all this bullshit

We had to postpone our trip to later so I haven't been able to tell her everything that's been going on because her finance took her on. Another week getaway because she was really looking forward to our trip but everything will all work itself out

"Girl I know that's right this is the happiest I've seen you in years fuck what everybody else is saying stick with your heart" I nodded "I know but girl let me get back to this workout before the boys pull me out the gym I have already been in here an hour and haven't done shit I'ma call you back later"

She chuckled "ight bet"

We hung up and I stood back up off the floor so I could restart my workout but right when I stood up I looked in the mirror to see Miles and yes after our little talk they are still here they are just in the guest house out back instead of actually in the house

"Damn I didn't even say anything and you look disgusted" I rolled my eyes "you tend to have that effect on people now what because my dad has guns down here and I'm not that scared of going to jail"

He huffed "Chuchi please man can we just talk like adults for once like I know I've been being an asshole but that's only because I don't know how to express myself properly you know that" I rolled my eyes

"Ok speak then nigga the floor is your" he huffed and sat on a weight lifting chair "look Chosen I know I don't deserve your forgiveness after everything I've done to you over the years and I damn sure shouldn't have the audacity to sit here

And ask for it but I was young naïve and just fucking stupid I wanted to be the coolest most handsome nigga ever but with trying to get there I got the title of a dickhead

And my fucked up family life didn't make it no better I couldn't be myself because my dad had a vision for me even though he barely took care of me leaving me with different nannies and caregivers my whole life

Just to still walk all over me now but after me and Ace got into and I've just been being a burden in your life I wanted to tell you that I'm so so fucking sorry and if you could find it in your heart to forgive me"

I huffed because I always thought I would get satisfaction out of watching Miles cry but it actually is making me feel bad so I sat in front of him and crisscrossed my legs and handing him my sweat towel that I didn't use "here stop crying bro I'm not mad at you anymore about what happened

When I accepted your apology a few years ago that was genuine everything in that video was consensual I was just mad that you recorded and then showed people I was in such a vulnerable state just for you and you showed everybody

It hurt to know the second most important person outside my family I couldn't trust anymore and that you laughed when people would bully me" he started crying harder "I know I know I'm such a fuck up I didn't even wanna do it

JayQuan was on my phone one day for whatever reason and found that video in my gallery which I was saving to show you for out next scene but he kinda like pestered me into posting it and I know that's not a good reason but....I'm just so sorry Chuchi"

I nodded "I accept your apology" he he sniffled and whipped his tears "for real so that means I can have another chance" I made a face "what" he looked confused to "you forgive me so that means I can have another chance with you"

I shook my head "no Miles I forgive you and we can possibly be friends I'm happy in my relationship I wasn't just lying to make my momma mad I really do love those boys so much"

He looked down at the ground in defeat but then looked up second later with an idea face "wait what if I just join y'all's relationship" I made a face "that's not how it works you can't just join our relationship

It's not a football team and after what you did to Juni the boys would never agree and your a Dom we already have two doms so unless you become submissive and learn how to take some dick that will never happen"

He looked down at the ground and said "what if I told you I was a switch" I raised my eyebrow "your a what" he nodded "yeah I have always been a switch I could just never show my submissive side because my dad didn't want me being a sissy

And to be honest I don't know about doing stuff with mean but to be honest I'll do anything for you baby I'm suffering without you" I shook my head "don't call me baby I'm still in a relationship and I don't know what you want me to say

Miles I'm glad I see growth but you would have to talk to the boys man to man and they would have to make that decision I'm just a sub I can recommend and request but there's never an 100% guarantee"

He nodded "ok I'll talk to them when everybody leaves for dinner because y'all said y'all didn't wanna go and my mom said she didn't want me seen out with my black eyes so that's perfect"

I huffed and nodded "ok that's fine but if we are done with this conversation I know one of my boyfriends are gonna be down here soon so if you wouldn't mind going back upstairs before they see you and try and beat you up again"

He nodded and pouted before going upstairs