Who you see is not who I am

59.

Chosen's pov
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"Stop calling my mutha fucking phone I said I don't want anything to do with your parents king damn" I said about to hang up they have been calling me like crazy ever since I left a few days ago and it's driving me crazy

"Wait Chuchi don't hang up it's important please" I huffed "what is it I'm trying to cook dinner" he sniffled which is not like king so I started to actually listen this time "daddy just had a heart attack and we need you to come back home"

My face dropped "if this is some fucked up joke to make me come back home it's not fucking Funny King" he shook his head "no we are not joking today he asked the Michelson to come over to talk about what Miles did to your boyfriend

To hopefully make them apologize or he was gonna call the cops on Miles because I don't know what daddy did to you but he feels like you owes you something and he was really fucking pissed

But after he got to arguing about the situation with Mr.Michelson a few words in he grabbed his heart and fell over" a tear dropped from my eye because even though I'm ducking pissed at my dad right now

That's still my father "ight man damn I'll be back up there in like a few hours what hospital" he nodded "saint peters" I said ok before hanging up "FUUUUCKKK"

I said as I threw my knife down because he had all the time in the fucking world to defend my name but he wants until I'm in my twos and he's pushing damn near 60

But right before I could go pick the knife up I heard hella footsteps running down the steps "what happened what's wrong" I huffed and walked over to all of them damn near collapsing and said

"We have to go back to my parents house my daddy had a heart attack" they didn't say anything at first before picking me up and sitting with me on the couch "are you sure he had a heart attack or do they just want you to be home"

I shrugged "my brother was crying so I guess they are telling the truth but even if they ain't that's my daddy even though I hate what he has done to me over the years I still love him and have to check"

Ari nodded "ight bet y'all go pack a bag and I'll make some calls making my meeting vertical or over the phone baby we got you"

*time jump*
"Yes I'm Chosen Thompson my father is Shine Thompson he had a heart attack my brother said I could come see him" the nurse smiled and nodded "yes you can let me just get all of you a visiting pass"

She said as she reached and grabbed for shirt stickers that we had to write our names on so I quick wrote down my name and ran to the room my brother told me about

Just to get there and see my daddy hooked up to ever wire imaginable "oh my god daddy" I couldn't hold it back my tears started to flow as I kneeled at the side of his bed he then looked over to me and ran his fingers through my hair

"Aye what's with all the tears I'm not dead" my dad sound weak something unfamiliar to me because my dad is a tall 6'6 man who is very muscular so weak is a word I wouldn't use to ever describe him

"Look at you all these wires attached to you like some fucking science experiment what happened" he shook his head "I'm fine it was only a mild heart attack the doctor said I've just been stressing to much lately it's not your fault

I just wanted to do this one thing right for you so you would finally stop hating me" I shook my head as more tears fell "I never hated you did you make me question your love for me and was I mad as fuck for years

But I never hated you I could never hate you" he smiled as he kept playing with my hair and talking and surprisingly nobody said anything until my mom walked in I was wonder where she was but I wasn't to focused on that

"What is she doing here" I turned around to see my mom with a coffee in her hand looking like she has been crying for hours but before I could say anything she said "no I want you out you did this you tried to kill your father this shouldn't have happened to him"

I stood up ready to defend myself but my dad grabbed my hand and said to my mom "I told king to call her and this is not her fault I want my daughter here with me just like all my kids and there extended family"

My mom looked furious but didn't say anything else she just sat down on the stool on the other side of my dad "are you staying at the house like everybody else until I get better" I made a face "daddy I don't think I'm welcomed there

And I'm not trying to argue I was just gonna come see you and make sure you was ok before we drove back" my dad shook his head "at least stay until I get out the hospital that three hour drive is gonna take a toll on y'all Chosen please"

I huffed looking over to my mom who wouldn't even look in my direction then around the room to all my siblings who just looked way to distraught and sad to be mad at me or say something smart so I just said

"Fine I'll stay until you fell better but you better not be faking it old man I was serious when I said I needed time from this family"

He smiled and just held my hand as he hummed me and my siblings favorite Jamaican lullaby