Who you see is not who I am

57.

Chosen's pov
As Ari and ace were trying to run out the house everyone was trying to stop them but not me that nigga Seaver's whatever they do to him

"Chosen say something to them" my father said but I just looked at him with a blank stare "what do you want me to do" I said not giving a fuck

"You have to stop them they are gonna kill that boy" I looked up at my dad once again with a blank look and said "like I said before what do you want me to do about that"

My dad could tell he wasn't getting through to me so he looked at my mom for help "baby please say something to them if you don't stop them they will go to jail" I thought about it for a few seconds and she was right

So I sat the ice pack on Juni ribs then I got up Getting in front of Ari and Ace "please sit down we really need y'all to be here with us and not in jail" I said letting a fake tear drop well some what fake I'm furious

But it doesn't matter because it worked they both took a few deep breaths then grabbed my hands walking me back to the couch "I don't know what has gotten into you I said those boys were going to kill him and you looked at me and didn't do anything"

My father was angry but I don't care so I stood my ground I then let my boyfriends hands go and said "I didn't say anything because maybe that bitch deserves to die I don't care what he does to me he can whatever he want to me

But he will not fuck with them y'all walk around this bitch like everything he does is just cool me and my baby wanted to get food and he fucking jumped him because of something he didn't say

Because someone overpowered his dominance that bitch nigga deserve to be six feet under years ago but no thanks to you I don't know why you keep defending this little over your ducking kid you make me sick

And we will be out your house in a hour we are leaving"

I then walked upstairs as my boyfriends followed

*time jump*
"Chosen you can't just leave can we talk about this" my dad said as we hauled all our bags down the steps "no we can not father but I do want you to listen I know you a very petty man

So do what you gotta do take away my college fund,stop giving me allowance,take my car do what you need to do I'm done with this family"

My father looked like he was getting more and more upset "so your turning your back on your family for niggas you just met minutes ago" I chuckled venomously "no I'm turning my back on my no good family mom constantly makes us walk around uncontrollably for a fucking imagine

Then you chose money over your kids on multiple occasions I feel like y'all should have never had kids y'all are shit parents and me and my siblings have always deserved better"

By the end of my sentence my face was on fire and my ear was ringing this nigga just hit me and immediately my boyfriends came to my defense but I pushed them back and the last thing I said to my father was

"je suppose que j'ai raison tu viens de prouver mon point" before walking out i don't need them anymore

*time jump*
Ight so we are finally home and we are fucking exhausted because like it's just been a long day well night now but me and my babies are just laid out across the couch to tired to even walk upstairs

We didn't even take our bags out the car we just came right in the house "baby girl" Juni said as he had his head laying on my lap "yes baby boy" he then sat up from my lap and looked me in my eyes

"You told your dad that Miles can do whatever he wants to you and it had me thinking has Miles hurt you in the past beside like you know the basics of what you told us like the cheating and the lying" I took a deep breath and just said

"Yes but it's very late and we are all very tired to tired to tell a story" I said looking away from him but he just grabbed my chin "please tell me I have to know please"

I huffed once again not in annoyance I just feel like we have been through a lot already "ok fine so a few years ago when I met Miles we met through our parents we have known each other since we were little bit of course Miles was who he was and I was who I was

Two very different people but of course I still wore the dresses and the heels but nobody knew me for me just for the fat nerdy girl but one day when my parents had the Michelson's over

My parents sent the kids away to the theater which use to be a chill spot for me and my siblings when we all had guest but when my siblings went in there Miles ask me to step out in the garden with him

I was about 16 and dumb so I agreed when he pulled me out into the garden I was shock from what he said he asked me to be his girlfriend

I looked at him like he was insane because he used to bully me like really bad to the point were I would cry myself to sleep but when I told him that he just said he was mean to me because he liked me

So again me being dumb and 16 I agreed and he actually was showing me off taking me on dates the relationship was amazing then of sophomore year we had been dating for like 7 months at that point and by that time

He had already took my virginity so we started to get more into the bdsm stuff like tying me up trying out whips floggers anything you name it

But one day he asked me to put on a blind fold and of course I did I was ass naked tied down to the bed with my eyes cover but little did I know he set up a camera in the corner of the room and sent that video out to all his friends and wrote

You can't knock a big bitch until you try it"