Who you see is not who I am

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Chosen pov
"Girl yes he tried to talk to me recently like boy just because you grew some dreads to cover that big ass forehead don't make you less ugly that nigga look like Norbit" so it's been about an hour and Drea is already half way done my head because I just wanted 4 stitch braids

And kirah and autumn got here like 20 minutes ago and they are preparing so we all are just talking shit and bussing it up just for all of us to here the door open to see Juni will me and Drea food which made me smile

Because I was wondering where he was and I was about to greet him but autumn beat me to it "hey baby boy what can we help you with" he chuckled as he looked her up and down because Autumn is pretty but she is the skinniest in the room and while there is nothing wrong with that

She started to push out her nonexistent chest which I can relate because I ain't got no boobs either "I'm here with my girl and I just left to go get her and Drea some food thank you for trying to help me though" he then walked around her

Walked up to me and Drea pulling the top platter out the bag then handling her a bottle of sprite then he sat my food in my lap and opened my vitamin water for me before sitting it next to me in the chair

"Eat yo food" I huffed "baby I'm not hungry right now" he made a face then looked down at his watch "babygirl the last time you ate was breakfast and now it's 5 o'clock I'm gonna need y'all to take a break or something

Because we ain't doing that my head hurt shit later" I huffed not touching my food because I wasn't hungry for real "Chosen what I said" I rolled my eyes but finally opened the platter to see what was in it

And it was regular 5 mild 5 teriyaki with blue cheese on the side some fries and two corns "mhm I got just what you like and I want you to at least eat 3 wings and some fries ight and I will feed you myself if I have to" I rolled my eyes "ok fine the girls just order them some

Good to so when theirs get here drea should be done my hair so I'll eat then and maybe I'll be a little more hungry" he rolled his eyes at me but just said "ok Chosen but your eating"

*time jump*
"Damn baby you look fucking sexy" Juni said as I stood up from lash table them being the last things I got done because it's been a few hours and I'm finally done with my appointment I've been plucked,poked,and prodded with now I look like myself again

"Thank you baby it's good to feel like myself again" he rolled his eyes "you look fine as fuck either way" I giggled but then I turned to Drea and said "thank you so much girl for bringing me back to life so what's my remaining balance 400 right"

She shook her head "nah you paid your deposit so it's only 250 I'm giving you a discount because you my girl and because your hubby brought me food earlier" I nodded about to take out my phone to Apple Pay her but Juni beat me to it

Pulling a stack of money out his pocket and handing her 300 hundred "you ain't gotta pay me back for the food I'm a gentleman I was gonna feed you regardless and if I knew your friends was coming I would have fed them to

So keep all your bread" she smiled and nodded "thank you" she said looking up at Juni like he was food at this point making me laugh "it's ok girl you'll find someone for you one day" she looked at me confused

But started to blush when she noticed what she was doing "oh my goodness I'm sorry I did it again I'ma just got put myself in time out I'll see you in a couple weeks boo bye"

She then quick walked over to her purse that was on the other side of the room making me laugh again and shake my head "ight girl I'll see you again soon" I then got up and me and Juni walked out

"So baby what do you wanna do now do you wanna go home or you wanna eat or something" I thought about it for a second and said "can we just talk" he looked at me and nodded "ok we can talk do you have a specific place you would like to talk or nah"

I nodded "give me the keys" he nodded taking them out his packet then we both hopped in the car

*time jump*
So it's like an hour later and after stopping at the store we finally pulled up to the waterfront I brought him here because this is normally where I came to unwind when I was in that dark place in my life

And it's beautiful at night the big park and the lights coming from the boats it's just so relaxing to look at "so this place holds significance to you" Juni said breaking the silence but I nodded "after I tried to kill myself my parents banished me to

The house watching me all the time making sure I didn't try to do it again but it was one night that I just felt so overwhelmed I waited until they fell asleep found my car keys that they hid from me and then drove until I stumbled upon this place

It's beautiful,quiet,not that many people it was exactly what I needed around that time so it just became my safe space and your the only person who I have brought here because I feel like we need to have a talk just me and you"

He nodded "ight bet let's find somewhere to set up"