Who you see is not who I am

23.

Chosen pov
"So Avion I hear that your going to be getting a metal from the mayor also is that right" Nova said to Ace but he just nodded

"Yeah when they told me and chosen that the mayor wanted to meet us we was shocked" she rolled her eyes at the mention of my name so I turned around to Ari would was already staring dagger into his dad to correct her

"I bet your way smarter then her though you deserve it more especially looking like that" my stares got harder and so did Ari's so his dad which stepped in and said "I think that's enough nova that inappropriate"

She just chuckled and looked over at Mr.Simpson with a evil smirk "I sorry y'all just know I'm really blunt and I say what I think and I think Avion should be with a real woman and not them

I love Ari but can share" I let out a venomous chuckle before my drink magically ended up across the table all over Safiya and Nova while I was being held back from trying to attack them both

"Baby stop you can't meet the mayor with an assault charge" I didn't give a fuck about nun of that at this point so I said "I DIDN'T EVEN WANNA BE HERE" I calmed down and took a deep breath before saying

"I get insulted as soon as I come through the door,they don't treat Juni right,then that fake ass cover girl is trying to seduce are boyfriend while we are standing right here while your parents sit there and look at us crazy like

Them bitches are not in the wrong like be so for real with me right now so bitch throw your hands up or get yo ass beat pick one and pick fast because I'm not patient"

Before I could make my way over the table I was being carried up steps and being dragged into a room "calm down your getting yourself worked up" "I'm getting myself worked up because then whores are getting my fucking ner......."

*time jump*
My head hurts I slowly opened my eyes to be in a dark room with 6 sets of arms on me but I had to pee so I slowly tried to get up to be pulled back down

"I have to go pee" I said in a whisper tone Ari just sat up and said "come on then" I made a face but didn't question it and let him follow behind me to the bathroom

"Do you have some type of medical condition that we need to know about going forward" Ari said in his sleepy voice but I just shook my head no "nah it's not a medical condition per say it's just when I get angry like really mad

I pass out it's happened since I was little the doctor just said it normal for my body to have that reaction when i overly feel that emotion"

He shook his head "why didn't you tell me I wouldn't have even entertained the thought of coming over here if I new this about you" "I'm fine you don't have to baby me I'm normally really good at controlling my anger knowing that I pass out but I don't know what happened"

He shook his head again "nah we leaving in the morning because they are gonna keep provoking you and I don't know personally how serious this shit is so we are leaving immediately I'm telling my dad"

I shook my head "no Ari I said I'm fine I have been living with it for 20 years now and I will just control it better I want you parents to like me I like you a lot and I don't want me not wanting to be here effect how they feel about me please just leave it"

Ari then took a deep breath and said "ight fine since you wanna be stubborn your gonna have to get use to me treating you like a baby because I'm not going for nun of that shit they be on

Like your gonna be in full submissive mode this week sitting in one of our laps at all time, not speaking without permission,using your signs,and asking to go places I'm so serious"

I rolled my eyes and shook my head "if that will make you happy I'll be fine with it but when we go back home thing are going back to normal I'm your girlfriend not just your submissive remember that"

He nodded his head and walked over to me kissing me "how could I ever forget all of y'all is the best thing that could ever happen to me I love everything about you

Your beautiful,smart,funny,sexy,and bold even though that boldness can get you in trouble I like that your not afraid to speak your mind no matter what but I also love how much power you give us

You don't let anybody else see you in your submissive state but you give you body to me and the boys like it's your first nature to be honest I love

Because everybody else can think your so hardbody sassy and just straight up rude but I know all you want is love and attention but not just any your picky with your love and I like that"

Ahh fuck I think I'm starting to fall for him shit I'm falling for all of them and I know what y'all are about to say you already love Ace but I'm falling in love falling in love and just loving someone is a different type of love

"I have learned you can't show the real you to everybody you meet because people take advantage of other people so I only show who i diem as worthy

All I want is love and affection but anybody can show fake love and all affection isn't based on lust and that's what people in our generation fail to realize I think of life as a mirror

When you look in it it's not you that's only a reflection of you and that's what people who don't know you will see only people you trust show should look in the mirror and see the real you"