Who you see is not who I am

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Chosen pov
"Ahhh fuck....fuck....FUUUCCCKKKK" my skin was on fire from being hit by the flogger so many times so I just closed my eyes and let all the strikes happen

Until I felt one of the floggers stop and I felt someone grab my hair and whisper "who told you to close your eyes we just getting started love tonight we want you be the sluttiest you have ever been for us

Since you wanna go outside and act like you don't got niggas at home that love you" Ace whispers "AHHHH.....fuck I'm so sorry I didn't mean to"

He nodded "we know we just wanna teach you a valuable lesson for next time you'll be more mindful your mature enough to know not to get that drunk you could have ruined your image"

Tears started to form at the brim of my eyes because he's right but I just wanted to have some fun I haven't had fun in so long "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry please forgive me"

I started to cry harder at this point making the boys stop with the floggers and quickly take the cuffs off and comfort me "what's wrong did we go to hard" Ari said

"Is it what I said what's wrong" Ace said as he wrapped the covers around me "no it's not y'all I'm just so stressed out" they all raised their eyebrows

"Stressed out about what school is over and we are about to go on vacation what's bothering you" Juni said yeah all that shit sounds nice but I have been summoned by my parents

And I have to put up a perfect daughter act I try to not talk to my parents to much so I can keep my sanity at bay but once I am summoned I know shits about to take a turn for the worst

I was on a phone call with my big brother the one right before me last week because that's the sibling im closest to and my mom had jumped into the phone call and

Asked me to come home before I go on vacation with Bebe and you see that wouldn't be a problem if my parents aren't who they are my mom is pretty chill for the most part I get scolded for my clothing Choices but other than that

My dad takes the heavy weight belt for bad guy he has the mind set of don't get bad grades which is every parent but he thinks b's are failing he wanted me to be married by last year

He's never proud of any of his kids and I'm surprised he even still speaks to all of us me and my siblings only work so hard so we don't get disowned I'm kinda genuinely surprised my mom is still with a man like my father but to each their own

"It's us going to visit my parents in two weeks I have to pretend to be someone I'm not then yesterday was just a reflection of how I'm feeling I wanna drink until I can't feel

I have to wear dresses constantly, I have to go to picnics,banquets,balls,and if I didn't argue my mom down about the pageant I would still be in them I have to wear makeup 24/7 sit up straight eat healthy all the time and I can't step foot out the house without letting my mother see my outfit

As much as my parents barely give a fuck about their kids they sure as hell love their image" all the boys laid on me and hugged me until I started to calm down "if it's that bad then we ain't going stamped that shìt over"

I shook my head "we just can't not go you haven't met my father yet he's a man that always gets his way no matter the case we just have to get a hotel room or something I can't stay in a house with my parents for that long"

"Baby if they make you that uncomfortable to the point that you cry at the thought of going to their house me personally I don't feel comfortable with us going"

I shook my head "we have to" they all just shook their heads then Ace said "you know what it's a lot of emotions going on right now I think we should take a little nap ok"

We all nodded and mumbled in agreement before laying down and cuddling before we all drifted off to sleep

*time jump*

*ring ring ring ring* I was still sleeping when I hear my phone ring so I reached under my pillow and grabbed my phone to see it was my big brother Pharaoh

I rolled my eyes then answered "hello brother how can I help you" my brother chuckled "damn sis I always knew I seen a m on that birth certificate to voice deeps as fuck"

I rolled my eyes "bitch ass nigga I just woke up" he shook his head "you know mom wouldn't like you sleeping in it's not lady like" I sucked my teeth

"Boy fuck yo momma I'm in the comfort of my own house what do you want Fatboy" I said calling him his childhood nickname to make him cringe

"First of all never call me that again and father has called my phone and told me to relate a message"

I rolled my eyes once again if this nigga don't spit it out "what's the message king you taking king a fuck I wanna go back to bed damnit"

"Dad said he knows he has summoned all of us but we can not do what we did last year" I raised my eyebrow "and that is"

"Get hotel room he said we are to say in our old room with our partners he even took it upon himself to get you a bigger bed for your many partners"

I rolled my eyes letting out a frustrated groan "why is your father like this he's just a ducking control freak" my brother laughed

"Nigga he's your dad too plus me and Tina not happy about having to stay in my old bedroom it's to much going on in their"

Tina is my brothers girlfriend of 4 years "it's not even about staying in my old room it's gonna be waking up at 5:30 am everyday like be so fucking for real"

"That's your mother but that's all I had to tell you bye"

"Bye king see you next week"

*call ended*