Who you see is not who I am

52.

Chosen's pov
"Girl I don't even know what I wanna do at this point we have been together for about five months now and haven't had any time just for us like

We had to visit Ari's family then it's school and work then we let Nai stay with us now it's us visiting my parents we are just constantly around people we need time to breath

But we can't because my pea brain ass mother just had to invite dumb ass Miles and his family to dinner like they don't got they own crib"

Me and all the girl were walking around the boutiques and Bebe asked me how I was feeling about tonight

"Girl same here I know me and your brother live the closest but your mom has to realize her son is grown and she can't be dragging us to dumb shit me and Golden just started talking about kids" Raya said and I totally understand

"I get where you coming from I can't stand the constant dragging us around we have only been here 3 days and we have been to 10 events I swear I just wanna walk around the house in my sweats and bonnet" Tiana said

We all started to agree but then Bebe stopped in her tracks "how about y'all take a little break from your parents do something nice like take the boys on a date and buy something sexy like handcuffs of use their favorite toy"

I nodded "that sound cool how about tomorrow I know after dinner we will all be drained so that could just be something nice to do for them"

All the girls started to agree "ight now that it's confirmed let's go get some smoothies and think over plans"

*time jump*
"I already had Goldy and king extend the table Chuchi you get started on those mashed potatoes and you two come clean theses greens" my momma started to demand orders as soon as we walked in the house but

That's kinda our bad it's 5:01 and we are just walking in "ight momma just go sit down we are here we'll handle the rest you just go upstairs and change your clothes your sweating bullets in this hot kitchen"

My mom looked down at herself and I was indeed telling the truth so she just sucked her teeth and took of her apron throwing it at me before stomping up the steps

When I seen that my mother made it all the way up the steps I started to put on the apron and said "I wonder what the fuck her problem is" right as I said that my father came from around the corner and said

"Maybe her problem is her daughter being terrible with time management you know how your mother gets when company comes over" I rolled my eyes because her stress is not my fault

"Ight I have an amazing idea how about  we tell the guest mommy caught a bug and they can't come it saves your kids from hours of torture and saves your wife from a potential hard attack"

My dad gave me a very scolding look "just do what your mother said she really wants this dinner so you and your siblings will have to deal with it for a few hours i raise my kids to be strong you'll be fine i promise"

I rolled my eyes "you also taught me to not take bullshit but your letting the boy who cheated to me,lied to me,and helped put me in a hospital come to dinner at our lovey home yup peachy"

"That was an accident Chosen he didn't mean it an apologize profusely and you forgave him" I rolled my eyes "I lied I will never forgive him that embarrassment and degrading that boy deserves to be in someone's jail you know I'm happy at least one thing you taught me stuck I hold grudges forever"

A tear came sliding down my face as I walked back into the kitchen because it still bother me that my dad just brushes off the most traumatic situation of my fucking life

Because of money you see in the beginning of me telling y'all about myself I didn't mention any past relationship and I just said my siblings and parents are bad people but now that I'm actually around them they all seem pretty cool what am I talking about

Well they aren't that bad anymore now that me and my siblings have grownup and me and my siblings some what get along now because we don't live together anymore so their no reasons to bicker

But the only reason my dad is becoming a better dad now is because in my junior year of high school I almost died because of Miles and his friend

My dad felt bad about not seeing the signs sooner he felt like he could have prevented what had happened to me and I know what your probably thinking I thought you said you still fucked him when you came back home

Well in my eyes sex can mean everything to me but It can also mean nothing it just depends on who you are and In some ways I'm still mentally weak I forgave Miles only because people wanted me to do it and

To not ruin his reputation but I knew deep in my heart I didn't forgive him and I was miserable knowing that he was still happy and thriving a person like Miles deserves to be in a cardboard box homeless in the streets

All he cares about is himself which is not a surprise seeing as though his dad paid off my dad it just to much to explain about that family right now but I'm pretty sure you'll find out more later but let me get started on this cooking before my mom comes down swinging

"Y'all almost done cleaning them greens I can start to boil this water for y'all"