Who you see is not who I am

74.

Chosen pov
*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP* uhh what the fuck I was in the deepest sleep of my life just to wake up to an alarm that I forget to turn off it's for my 9am Tuesday class but I quickly turned it off and slightly woke up to see that I was in bed alone

Making my heart drop and my brain race did they do all that just to leave me,what if I'm alone,should I just transfer schools to make it easier on them wait no you know what I'm not gonna think bad I'm just gonna get up hop in the shower

And start my day yup that's what I'm gonna do

*time jump*
Ok so I'm out the shower and dressed decided that I was gonna just find something to do today probably gonna borrow my dads car today he has two he's not gonna be driving both so I finally walked downstairs to hear people talking

So I made a face then started walking towards the kitchen to see everyone standing around the kitchen island talking and laughing which made me smile but at the same time I was so confused but before I could let my confusion process my dad said "well good morning princess you slept well"

I nodded still slightly confused about what was going on but I didn't really have time to question it because next thing I know Ace grabbed a plate out of our plate warmer that sits in the middle of them table and said "come on baby let's get some food in your stomach"

Which made me raise an eyebrow but I walked over to him and he stood behind me as he took the foil off my plate then started cut everything up before feeding me which I wouldn't mind if it was a regular day

But I just came home after 3 days of being gone just for them to fuck me through the bed frame last night,let me sleep in,laughing around breakfast this has to be a set up yup it's a setup I'm gonna die someone is gonna come shoot the house up I'm convinced

"Hey let me grab y'all's attention right quick" my dad grabbed my attention and I'm happy he did because my thoughts started to run wild "so I know we have had a hard month and I know we just wanna get back to our normal everyday lives but

As y'all know my birthday is coming up and it made me realize after I had a heart attack that I'm not gonna be here forever and after having a talk with Chosen she made me realize I wasn't there enough for y'all and I would

Love for y'all to stay another week until my birthday so we can celebrate but I understand if y'all can't" I looked up at the boy honestly not caring what we did at this point "sure pop we ain't got shit to do" king said making everybody mumble agreement

"Ok now that everybody has agreed Chosen we have some thing we wanna say to you yesterday we really didn't talk because we wanted to here what you had to say and now we are ready to respond" I silently nodded and waited to here the music

First up was Bebe she was standing next to my brother king while her fiancé stood behind her "Chosen you have been my best friend for years and it really hurt me for you to tell me you didn't voice how you felt because you wanted to put my happiness first

I appreciate you thinking about me but I don't understand because you have been apart of my happiness for years if anybody had a say in anything it's you and to be honest I wish you would have said something because I love my baby but I miss our school and friends

So we talked last night and we are finishing our last year with you" my face dropped "you don't have to do that I don't want y'all to drop what y'all got going on for me" her fiancé shook his head "no Chosen I was wrong for not taking into account how the move would make both of you feel

Especially hearing Bebe wasn't ok with it so I'm gonna talk to some people get our shit fixed and we'll be back next fall" I nodded feeling my eyes get cloudy "don't start crying yet because Chuchi when I told you I thought your brother was gonna make me his sub I didn't mean to upset you

I was just so happy that I felt that way after being neglected and feeling alone so long I should have asked you how the idea of me being with them made you feel as a friend but I didn't and I'm sorry"

Golden nodded "yeah I know me coming after your friends makes you mad but when me and Kay seen her we just couldn't help ourselves but we all had a talk and we have been looking for a third for a long time because I'm always deployed

But we understand how important y'all friendship is and how important school is to her so from some help from pops we are gonna find a small apartment by campus until y'all graduate"

I nodded once again but before I could thank them I heard "and baby your right shit did move to quick and we expected a lot from you and I'm not gonna lie we were hella mad shit I'm not gonna lie we even thought about breaking up with you and going back home be

It was just a part of us that couldn't let you go so if you wanna have a conversation about our relationship later we would be more that open to hearing about everything you have to say we love you baby"

I smiled "uhh thank y'all so much for validating my feels but this is all really to much I don't wanna make y'all turn y'all life's around for me like yes I was hurt by some of those things but it's life and as an adult I have to learn how to learn and get past them"

My dad shook his head "they didn't do it just for you babydoll you made them realize stuff that they weren't seeing so just think of this as you helped them make future steps ok now let's finish eating I have so much planned for us"