Who you see is not who I am

14.

Avion's pov
"Chosen....Chuchi where are you going slow down" ight so boom all of us was in the gym just chilling but after heaven and her little friends came in they approached Chosen but before I could even get up and stop them from walking over to her I was to late

And she was already walking out not giving them a chance to talk to her "Trinity come here" she just continued to walk quick across campus while I jogged behind her eventually catching up

Then I grabbed her arm turning her around "Chosen what happen you have to talk to me you just can't run away from me" she then turned around with tears streaming down her face

So without hesitation I picked her up and I felt her starting to break down so I didn't ask her anymore questions I just quickly walked her back to the house I'll text Juni and Ari later

I told them stay at the gym and chill while I see what's wrong with her but they might have to come home like now

*time jump*
"Ok baby what's wrong what did they say to you" she shook her head "well something had to happen you don't just cry for no reason I know you better than that"

"Oh do you now" I raised an eyebrow at her unexpected comment "why do you say they what did I do" she then removed my hand off her hips and stood up then turning to me and started snapping the fuck out

"Well first let's start off by this my biggest problem is we moved in with strangers we barely know and I'm the main one that has to respect them and obey them those niggas don't know me Avion like at all

Second I'm getting constantly harassed and you punished me for defending myself the only way I could without physically hurting that girl

Then you keep treating me like a fucking baby I'm more than capable of doing every fucking thing in my life that I have been doing forever by myself I don't need a group or extra hands I'm a grown ass woman"

I just looked up at her as she got everything off her chest because she is right and wrong we have only been here for a day but she has know them for a week now and they have tried countless times to get to know her but

She just locks herself in a room and doesn't come out until she is hungry second the whole Heaven situation is on me because sometimes I have to remember tough Chosen is just an act so heaven is really probably hurting her feelings

And last but not least I'm not treating her like a baby she is just not use to people caring for her yes her parents are in her life but they are not really affectionate

They do what they need to do by law as parents for her and they only pay for her college because before her grandpa passed he made her father promise Chosen would never have to worry about anything in the future

"Chuchi they have  been trying to get to know you for weeks but you refuse so we just haven't forced it your gonna be ready to talk when your ready

And I don't treat you like a baby your just not use to people catering to you I try my best to keep you safe and make sure your gonna have a good day it's not baby treatment

Then last I'm sorry about the whole Heaven thing it's just you know me I don't like to see people being bullied and you being you when she says stuff to you she's leaves crying I don't know how that works but I mean aye

But seriously Chuchi I don't know what you want us to do we are trying and we can only succeed if you cooperate"

"You guys forget y'all force me into a house with random men I'm so sorry if I'm not head over hills ecstatic about them possibility becoming my life partners I know the lifestyle I decided to put myself in is slightly different but

That doesn't mean I don't have human responses to thing" I shook my head

"We never said you had to be ok with it but at least try hearing someone out your not the only one stresses you have had six temper tantrums since yesterday

You cuss everybody out and have threaten people you have to have accountability for yourself to I know we have put you in a slightly uncomfortable situation but like you said yourself your grown

You have to act like it because all the thing I just named is shit that a toddler does"

She rolled her eyes and said "see never fucking mind I was just thinking I would tell you how I feel and get shit off my chest but no somehow I'm the bad guy again you know what bye"

She then tried to walk away but I stood up quickly and grabbed her arm "Chosen I have told you plenty of times before you don't scare me and I'm not backing down you told me your problems and I told you mine you can't just walk away because your

Not the only one right in the situation that why the fuck we are trying to communicate I know you have not been taught very well to control your anger or to communicate properly but your not ignorant"

"Shidd maybe I am maybe I'm just not ready to get out of my toddler way maybe I'm just not ready to be in a relationship since I don't have the proper communication and I can't control my anger

But I'll definitely let you know when I find it though" with that she walked away from me and out the door and there's nothing I could really do if I can't make you see there is more then one sided wrongs your just gonna feel the way you feel