I don't know why it was so easy for me to go cold turkey with that one thing, and just cut it off completely, maybe it's because there was nothing unresolved attached to it, everything either was or wasn't, there was no "what if", but with this thing, with these things, there's so much that isn't figured out yet, like am i sure this is what i want, and am i sure these are the people i want in my space, do they even want me, i want him, and i'm supposed to believe that he wants me too, i'm trying to believe that, but actions speak louder, his actions aren't yelling right now.
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Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...