"i'm never alone cause i have me"
this was the second time today i was telling myself this
i say it all the time but feel it almost never
"i'm never alone cause i have me"
i breath out for the third time as if trying to calm my anxiety
and barricade my worries behind seven simple words
"i'm never alone cause i have me"
repeat on repeat it replays in my head
like a broken record haunting my thoughts
except it's supposed to bring me peace and serenity
"i'm never alone cause i have me"
"who's there with you?"
my anxiety yells at me
as if challenging the very words i use to keep it at bay
"i'm never alone cause i have me"
i yell and scream and yell and scream
but the sound proof walls of my depression keep me voiceless
"i'm never alone cause i have me"
if only that were true i'd sigh in relief
but all that exists
is words.
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Until she was happy
PoesiaHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
