Even with the delayed texts
Even with the frustrations
Even with the aggressions
Even with everything and all that combined, my biggest problem is still me. I'm the person i'm trying to fight here, im the person stopping me over and over again, im the person telling myself i'm tired of one thing but still doing it, im the person cluttering my mind, im the person making myself crazy, im the issue, i want to be different, i want to be better and change and truly just be different, but i just stop myself from that, im constantly stopping myself from doing well, all the time, i do that all the time and i hate it, i want to win, i want to win.
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Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...