Today was honestly a lot for me, for the first time i didn't feel so cold, i honestly couldn't focus on the cold of the weather, distracted and my mind plagued by disrespect, it's so funny think to about mirrors and mirrored life, what happened today had shades of what happened 2 years ago, and i don't know why it keeps repeating, i keep getting into this position of people being mean towards me and it bothers me so much, but i know it shouldn't, i know it isn't my fault, i need to understand that being liked may not always be the best thing for me, so what if he liked me? i would've been distracted and not succeeded as much as i did, so what if she liked me? she'd likely drag me down this hole she's heading towards with the way she talks badly about people, sometimes people aren't in your life because they'd only ruin it, i know all this, but have no clue what to do with it.
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Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
