There's always going to be something you want more, even after you get that, there's going to be something else, i thought being in a relationship would make me free of wants, cause for months it's something i longed for, and i finally got it, not only that but i got it with someone who i thought was going to be the love of my life, i saw a future in my past, and in that moment i thought, "happiness can finally be here", but it wasn't, i still wanted more, even now being surrounded by all these people, i still want more, maybe never being satisfied is a good thing, cause then you're always chasing and craving the next thing, but then again, you're always going to be chasing and craving the next thing, and in search of this next thing i opened up, it's not like i don't do that all the time but maybe it doesn't matter, cause i did it this time, and it didn't work, trying to get to know someone, didn't work, in fact it made me crave more for someone that was never going to consider me in their lifetime, even saying that i hope it isn't true but who knows, im not in anyone's head, and after all this, after hurting, after longing, after crying, i still want more.
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Until she was happy
PuisiHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
