I've quite literally been here before, seen this same film and hated the ending, i cannot claim i am growing up while making the same mistakes, i cannot claim to be a better person if i'm not changing for the better, i believe in Gods way, and it's not always the easiest way sometimes, but i truly think it is the way that will get me to where i need to be, so i give in, i smile because frowning will affect me more than it'll affect anyone else, feeling things at full force means feeling love as much as i feel hate, and if love can be overwhelming, hate can be emotionally damaging, and i know this because like i said, i have been here before, and right now i have this decision i have to make, last time i chose to stand firm in myself and although the right choice in general, it wasn't the right choice for me, it drained me mentally and caused me many tears and frustrations, but not this time, i refuse to let this environment become one in which i cannot exist in, especially an environment that is so incredibly constant, this right here is another thorn in my path, and i refuse to let it hurt me this time.
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Until she was happy
PoesíaHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
