Hey,
It must get so exhausting to hear me doubt your every move
it must anger you to listen to me speak only to disagree with you
i'm trying to consider your emotions
i'm trying to put your feelings first
but it's hard
it's hard knowing that you're doing okay
it's hard knowing that trying to make you not hate me is what fuels your hatred
i don't think this has much to do with you
but more to do with the fact that i love to win
i love to be right
and i love to be loved
you don't even like me
that kills me
because everyone must like me
especially cause i don't fully like myself
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Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...