To Fault Yet Forgive
this is something i've struggled with so heavily, did i break them? is it my fault? have i hurt them? blame. it's so destructive and twisted, notice how everyone when consoling you uses 'you can't blame yourself' more than 'it's not your fault' that's because sometimes you're at fault in another persons eyes, they see you as the villain and the havoc reeker, but the truth is, it's beyond your capabilities to make somebody forgive you or see different, fault is subjective to situation but also to person, and so is forgiveness, all i can say is let people hurt, let them feel what they need and only hope and trust that they themselves heal, but for yourself, for the persons who's emotions and actions you can control, you need to let go of fault, ask for forgiveness yes, wait around to be forgiven no, because to fault yet forgive, is a timely exercise.
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Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...