Sometimes i find it difficult to tell what is and isn't my voice, it's like there's a bunch of different people talking and i'm really just trying to figure out if a decision i'm making is truly mine, or if it's just what i've convinced myself is mine but is really other peoples, sometimes i think that i can't actually make decisions about my life without having input from other people, sometimes i feel like i just don't know what to do, like when it all comes down to it, im just stuck, im so hesitant about life, and if i'm making good decisions, it's like i'm so scared to fail, "scared to fail", that reminds me honestly, i heard someone that i really don't like, say that, and i was almost hesitant to believe it as a fact, when it is, people are scared to fail, it exists, and so why does it bother me that this person made sense, why am i bothered by them being right, like why is them being right such a trigger for me, like why do i want them to fail, i need to find some way to start looking at myself, like every time i want to see them or evaluate their success, i need to just not do it, and look at myself instead, this whole paragraph is all over the place, but so are my thoughts.
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Until she was happy
PuisiHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
