I know that my anger is very misdirected and i know that majority of what they are saying is right, truthfully, i need to stop my pity partying, i need to stop moaning and start fixing, because the only thing it does is show my age, i'm not trying to hide my age but i know that it's not all I am, if this is something i truly want and this is somewhere i truly want to be in some time then i need to do better, so back to what i was saying, they were right, I should've been more prepared, i didn't like their tone but they really don't owe me any niceties, i shouldn't have beat around the bush like that because in high pressure situations people can see right through that, but the solution now isn't to be upfront in my not knowing what to do, the solution is to know what to do next time, granted i just didn't think it'd go wrong but the vale has to be lifted now, now i can see it had all the recipes for a failure, this must be so confusing to read as i'm not giving much, if any, context, but i don't think you need context to understand that i tried something and it didn't work and i am trying to convince myself that it's okay to try again.
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Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
