I went back home, my house was empty and dark.
There was no sign of my mom or anyone, i saw that Layla sended multiple letters trough mail, she must be worried sick.
After nathan broke and crushed and killed my heart i actually havent heard from him since.
It was the morning after coming back and i already had to go to school or they were gonna take me out of the school system.
I put on a overzised hoodie from my dad and sweatpanths and went to school with my Converse.
I took my book bike and got into my car, my car stil smelled like nathan so i sprayed a whole bottle of parfume in my car.
I driver to school with still puffy eyes of the night before i just dont get why he would do this to me.
I park my car infront of the school as i get out.
Some people were staring at me probably because i got a 500k car (its my dad).
I walk into the school, Layla was standing against her locker.
'hey' i say softly.
She rolls her eyes as she walks off.
I cant believe her she has no idea what i have been doing.
'layla wait' i say.
'jazmine if you want to skip school and ignore me, do it' she says.
'i wasnt ignoring you? I-' i say as she cuts me off.
'i dont wanna hear it' she says.
I am already hating today.
I walk back to my car, i actually cant do this.
As i open my car door a guy walks up to me, he was a bit taller than me, buzz cut and overzised clothes, he had green-ish eyes.
'hey Jazmine? Right?' he says.
'yes?'
'cool i am luke' he says as he shakes my hand.
'very cool' i say as i roll my eyes.
'youre nathans girlfriend?'
'we broke up'
'cool i will see you around' he says with a grin as he walks off.
Weird
I drive off back to my house, i cant do this i am sick of things smelling like him or reminding me of him like his fucking suitcase thats in the back of my car.
I park my car as i get into my house, i layed down on the couch as i put on the tv.
The Kardashians were playing, Kylie or Khloe are my faves.
But i cant feel 1 seconde of happiness because than i realize Nathan was cheating on me with Olivia.
I am seriously gonna kill that olivia bitch because she is so fucking annoying.
4 HOURS LATER-
I wake up to someone knocking on my door.
I get up and open the door.
'hello would you like to buy some cookies for a good source?' 2 little girls ask.
'sure' i say as i take 10 dollars out of my pocket.
'its 1 dollar for 2' she says.
'i would like 20' i say as i give her 10 dollars.
'thank you' they say as they walk off.
I take a bite of the cookie i am pretty sure they are one of those Healthy cookies disgusting.
I sit down infront of my computer, i googled that olivia girl.
She has like 509 instagram followers and she posts a lot.
She is so obsessed with herself, what does Nathan see in her?
I scroll some more on her page, she posted a instagram story about missing Nathan because 'he went back home'.
Wait Nathan is going back home?
Why would Nathan come back here after everything? I mean seriously.
He fucked everything up.
I decided it was time to go out for coffee, coffee is life.
I put on my Converse as i take my car keys.
I cant stop thinking about Olivia and Nathan coming back, why would he come back now?
I start my car as i drive to the coffee shop, i feel so powerful since i have a car, its amazing.
I park infornt of the cafe.
I walk in, it was completely empty.
I used to go here with
'hey Jazmine what would you like?' luke says.
'hey luke how are you doing?' i ask.
'good how about you?' he says with a smile.
'yeah i am okay, can i get a venti ice coffee frapochino?' i ask with a smile.
I take my money out of my wallet.
'nah i will pay for it, who lets a pretty girl pay?'
'i will just pay, i dont need a boyfriend' i say as i give him the money.
'me neither, i need a wife' he says as he gives me the money back.
'mhm you are good with your words?'
'i am also good with other things' he says with a grin.
'i would have laughed but my ex made the same joke' i say.
'i will treat you better' he says with a smile.
'can i maybe take you out on a date tomarrow night?' he asks.
'a date? What kind of date?' i ask.
'what about going to this 5 star restaurant in main street? I dont have such a nice car like you do but i will pick you up in my bmw' he says with a smile.
'i dont know, i am kinda busy' i say as i take my coffee.
'i will pick you up at 8 and it will be fine' he says with a smile.
'okay see you then' i say as i walk out.
I honestly dont want to go on a date with him to a fancy restaurant, Nathan would go to the park or a picknick or watching stars, getting icecream, he knows what i like.
But maybe he is my soulmate and i will finally forget about Nathan.
I drive back home, as much as i am happy that i made a new friend i cant stop thinking about Nathan and its kills me.
I fucking hate my life.
