Every End of the Day

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Every End of the Day finally ended.

After seven months, the sun finally set in EEOTD. It's been a long and tough ride, honestly. But I am glad that after everything, we're here.

If I will be honest, EEOTD took me a while because I've been challenged all through out this journey. I find Alei's point of view the hardest to write out of all the characters that I've written so far because even I, myself, can't really dive deep into her thoughts. On the other hand, Wind has a loooot of things to say that I had to cut the epilogue into three parts. Pinahirapan talaga nila ko hanggang epi HAHAHAHA.

For this, I know to myself that I really tried my best to show you both sides of the story in terms of the entertainment industry, being an idol, and of course... fan culture.

Their story made me feel a lot of emotions so as much as I can, I told everything especially those crucial and important points that I really want to share with you.

From July, up to this month of February, I hope that their story gave you hope, a ray of light (ehem ehem, DAWN HAHAHA), and a little bit of comfort.

I know that we all have our silent battles. There are stories that we don't want to share. There are memories that we don't want to remember anymore. And there are incidents where in we are beating ourselves up because of regrets and what ifs. I want you to know that things may happen beyond our control and it's not and will never be your fault. Don't be too harsh on yourself. Give yourself some love and care, as much as you give it to other people. Don't let this world ruin you and your light.

To Alei and Wind, my Mira and Drei, I know that you've been through a lot. Please know that ever since the beginning, I am already rooting for the both of you. Thank you for the rollercoaster ride of emotions. May you continue to be the light for other people, a light that will guide them and give them miracles.

To my beloved EEOTD squad and DAWN members, of course; Ai, Isel, Hadley, Clio (kahit na sa IESYT ka pa lol HAHA), David, Ash, and Nico, thank you for being with me in this journey. Grabe, mahal ko kayo so much. Each and every one of you will always be engraved in me, parang tattoo lang ni Wind char.

To my readers, and you who is reading this, I couldn't even say thank you enough. Totoo talaga 'yung words are not enough (cheezy). Thank you always for all the love and support that you have given me since day one. I will always aim for growth and to improve. I want to be someone that you can be proud of. Mahal ko kayo palagi. =')

Again, from the bottom of my heart... thank you.

As our day ends, may we all get the love that we deserve, a love that we have been long waiting and striving for.

- A