I honestly don't know where to start.
So I might start saying that:
All my love is an ineffable lie
Unfolded pages, this disbelief faith got me by.
Embers lit the catastrophic blue in my sky.
I was never good at it, it may be you.
I am scared if it is truth.
I cannot help but hoping you.
I met you on July sixteenth.
You saw me and stumbled off.
And I looked away at the first glance
But I could not help thinking of...
Then weeks just passed me by.
Two months later I met you again,
You grabbed my waist and pulled me close,
I tried my best to step away.
Sunset, friends and alcohol,
A photo you asked me for.
Moon necklace and starlit night.
I looked beautiful to you drunk.
That was the 9th night of September.
I never thought that could lit the embers.
We ran through the darken alleys,
Bathroom lights off,
Against the wall,
Someone knocked on the door.
I wish you could kiss me more.
All my nights I spent reminiscing that,
As I was doing my best to forget someone,
I told my friends that anecdote
And we laughed until we cried.
Texts went back and forth,
Vacations around the corner,
You said we would meet back in college
And I was just spinning over.
You said that I could write about
My feelings for you, they've been hiding
Now they're freeing
And I just keep spinning.
All my life I thought,
What an ineffable love am I hoping for?
But you just got me by in just one night.
That's something to admire.
