I desperately looked for someone to hold on and cuddle with.
I forgot how meaningful was falling into deeply.
I accepted whatever they gave me no matter the collateral effects
And with that being said, I only knew heaven through hell.
Never said enough or ask for a little bit of too much
Never gave up on him or even hesitate on his flaws
I only saw the greatness, I was grateful of his presence
I only loved him virtuously regardless of his recklessness
Sustainable was him with his arms made of steel
The foundation that he put at my feet
A love structure that seemed stronger than concrete
A fever dream that crumbled off in pieces as I fell asleep.
Guilty he is to wreck my walls between my sanity and him
Sinless whom I was before he built over me
Only one to love to become the reason
Of the hatred in me he constructed on
Timeless turned violent in punishment mattress
Reaching the unreachable only makes me vulnerable
Chained lies, wooden arms and creaks of brokenness
An insurmountable almost-built-up love called home
Loving is building firmly till it falls down.
Losing is drawing freely all your doubts.
-Is it love something desperate to reach
or is it something to achieve?-
