I wore my best of armor to not be damaged.
I picked the best of sword to not be defenseless.
And I swore to not get hurt this time.
It turned out I got wrong thrice.
The wound was closed,
but you had to opened it.
My blood ran all over it.
I didn't know how to stop it.
You just were standing there
Watched me bleeding out
Almost passing down
Falling on my knees
On the icy ground.
You had turned,
It was full of flowers,
The ones I watered
All that time you swore loving me forever
But I only ended up on embers
Of the fire you ignited,
You started,
I paralyzed,
I thought I really knew you well,
You were worse than hell.
Crushed my bones,
Wrecked my soul,
Broke my spirit,
Tore my heart,
Lost myself.
All because I thought I really loved you.
My fantasies,
My biggest enemies,
My mind betrayed me.
I still remember the night you blandished your sword on my chest
Cutting deep,
Just to stab my heart.
I never knew that kind of coward.
I wore my best of armor and I got damaged.
I picked up my best of sword but I failed.
I thought I was ready to war
But all I did was lost.
I think I have lost more than just battle for your love.
